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I been abandon bloggie for a decade , well actually not decade just few month .

Reader how are you , been good ? Apologize toward for the late update in my blog even i know there no one or reader give a visit on my blog (information for the blog statistic)

Where should i start ? How about start with my school life , now i'm having my lame school holiday with one assignment which is general studied folio and my research title is about sources energy thingy which i haven't start yet , yeah i know i been lazy because i just finished my mid term exam right before a day before holiday . I'm praying that my result and pointer will be up up up again since my minor test on march i gain up my grade . But still i didn't satisfied yet until i reach my pointer target . Friends at school been good and stay stable and still even though most of them is Chinese .

Futhermore , my life is been up and down . It just unpredictable which sometime can be good and bad , is hard to deal and go through with this kind of life . But i'm just being me , the one run , avoid and hide when i can't face any situation or life challenge that being into my life . I'm weak enough to face with situation or challenge that i never face before which me first timer . And this is just lame for me . I lost my way in finding the right way and strength to face those situation . And i'm being weird enough , sometime i happy like i forget where i stand and sometime i can be just like a jerk which piss people off and annoy people . This make me crying and dying deep inside me . You may call me selfish , i don't care . My mind and my heart can't go as one , it been tied up into a puzzle which i have to solve it and the key to solve it is just for me to willing and letting but there something i can't willing and letting . I don't know who am i anymore . I totally different and shame on me . Maybe i just miss someone so badly then turn into this , everything so caught up . I hard to calm myself down , am losing my mind .

2012

I know is been awhile since last year , i take a quiet long moment didn't pay attention to my bloggie . And yet , this will be the first post for year 2012 . Last year which was 2011 , i been through much happy and sad moment but still i manage to live and go through all of the moment . During April of 2011 , i had split up with my love one even that give me a major hard time to realize the ending is arrived and what dumb about that was , i create up story which is fake story about i'm having a some kind disease that will cause to death in order to not in touch with him . I did it for one reason that is i can't continue be friend with him after what we had been through for few month from the beginning till the end , that totally awkward for me and i can't stand it because of my feeling toward him . And yes , i been caught by him that i lied about the fake story and yes what a fool i am to do so and for him i'm truly sorry for what i had done to you . I take about few month to recover the hard time i been through until i met this guy during June of 2011 . Actually , on May of 2011 , i accompanied my cousin to meet with her lover at Ice World and by that time my cousin told me that her lover also invite his cousin along . Until the four of us meet , i didn't speak to them except my cousin . And of course i didn't know them at all . Back to June , i was online my facebook , suddenly a chat pop up and i noticed that the person is that guy name Asyraf Sazali and so i just replied then we introduce each other and we end up exchange cellphone number . After that , few weeks past , he start texting me and i replied , we just friend during that time . Actually he study at land below wind . Then December of 2011 arrived , we made decision to improve our friendship to serious-ship and Thanks to Allah our relationship still bond thus stronger even we argue the same thing . I pray that this relationship will keep on even the good  or worst , i will stand right beside you .

Next stop , school . Talking about school , ahhhh i'm permanent in form six at SMKT . This school quiet pretty and the discipline good as well . I in the class of aspiration for year 2011/2012 and guess what this year is the last badge for STPM because this year coming form six will use a module system sorta like that . So far , i manage to catch back all the subject in class even i like to annoy my friend but in positive way , it seem that my friend doesn't matter at all , they understand how i behave in class . Yet , i more socialize with the chinese not that i'm not into the malay what i mean is random socialize either the chinese or malay . As long as i respect you , you respect me and that's will be good enough . 

Random

• 200: My middle name is: Suk Yin
• 199: I was born in: Baby October ♥
• 198: I am really: freakish happy :D
• 197: My cell phone is: an android phone 
• 196: My eye color is: Brown 
• 195: My shoe size is: 5 or 6 ( kinda small feet )
• 194: My ring size is: as i know is 16 ( tiny )
• 193: My height is: 162cm , still need more 2cm .
• 192: I am allergic to: err , dust i mean allergic to my skin .
• 191: My 1st car was: Haven't own one yet .
• 190: My 1st job was: Never have a job , still studying .
• 189: Last book you read: Twilight saga ( the best )
• 188: My bed is: fluffy , tons of pillow .
• 187: My pet: died few months , i'm gonna miss you Leon & Snow .
• 186: My best friend: is awesome !
• 185: My favorite shampoo is: asience .
• 184: AIM name: babybebesepet for Skype .
• 183: Piggy Banks are: load of coin $$
• 182: In my pockets: Earphone , Cellphone .
• 181: On my calendar: Got lot of mark for important date .
• 180: Marriage is: tied a knot .
• 179: Sponge Bob can: make Krabby Patties , haha xD
• 178: My mom: is lovely but sometime yeah you know Mom .
• 177: The last three cd's I bought were: Twilight saga for sure .
• 176: Last YouTube video watched: Twilight Breaking Dawn Trailer .
• 175: How many cousins do you have? Dad side will be 16 & Mum side will be 12
• 174: Do you have any siblings: Including me will be 3 
• 173: Are your parents divorced: No .
• 172: Are you taller than your mom? Yes , indeed i taller than my mom .
• 171: Do you play an instrument? Seldom , piano .
• 170: What did you do yesterday: Do homework , phone call , eat .
• I Believe In:
• 169: Love at first sight: 50/50
• 168: Luck: Yes , i do believe in luck .
• 167: Fate: Of course .
• 166: Yourself: Indeed , have confident .
• 165: Aliens: Err , not really .
• 164: Heaven: Yes .
• 163: Hell: Yes .
• 162: God: A big yes , He's the number one in my heart .
• 161: Horoscopes: Kinda , by the way i'm libra .
• 160: Soul mates: I do believe .
• 159: Ghosts: Maybe .
• 158: Gay Marriage: Err , no no .
• 157: War: What kind of wars ?
• 156: Orbs: Do orbs exist ?
• 155: Magic: Illusion is magic , i guess .
• Which is Better
• 154: Hugs or Kisses: Hugs ♥
• 153: Drunk or High: None of it .
• 152: Phone or Online: Phone till ear hot .
• 151: Red heads or Black haired: Black of course .
• 150: Blondes or Brunettes: None of it .
• 149: Hot or cold: 50/50 
• 148: Summer or winter: Winter , i love snow .
• 147: Autumn or Spring: Autumn . 
• 146: Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate , choc holic ♥
• 145: Night or Day: Night more better .
• 144: Oranges or Apples: Apple .
• 143: Curly or Straight hair: Straight will do it .
• 142: McDonalds or Burger King: For sure McDonalds , i love GCB ♥
• 141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: Milk chocolate !
• 140: Mac or PC: Mac for sure , easy to bring .
• 139: Flip flops or high heals: Flip flop , feet won't be pain .
• 138: Ugly and rich OR Sexy and poor : Ugly and rich .
• 137: Coke or Pepsi: Coke plus vanilla ice cream ♥
• 136: Hillary or Obama: Which one better ?
• 135: Burried or cremated: Burried .
• 134: Singing or Dancing: Singing , i love it ♥
• 133: Coach or Chanel: Chanel .
• 132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: Not sure .
• 131: Small town or Big city: Big city .
• 130: Wal-Mart or Target: Wal-Mart .
• 129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: Adam Sandler , he hilarious xD
• 128: Manicure or Pedicure: BOTH ♥
• 127: East Coast or West Coast: West Coast .
• 126: Your Birthday or Christmas: My Birthday ♥
• 125: Chocolate or Flowers: Both , for flower will be white rose ♥
• 124: Disney or Six Flags: Disney baby :]
• 123: Yankees or Red Sox: Yankees .
• Here's What I Think About
• 122: War: Suffer 
• 121: George Bush: Errr , don't know 
• 120: Gay Marriage: No way 
• 119: The presidential election: Oh , here it go again .
• 118: Abortion: Poor the baby :'[
• 117: MySpace: Great way to find friend 
• 116: Reality TV: The best .
• 115: Parents: Know what the best for their kids 
• 114: Back stabbers: Hell no , get off !
• 113: Ebay: Shopping !
• 112: Sex: What kind ? But still no !
• 111: Work: Get own money $$
• 110: My Neighbors: Quiet much and yet friendly 
• 109: Gas Prices: So so .
• 108: Designer Clothes: Awww , gotta have one ♥
• 107: College: How the environment , people , food , living place ?
• 106: Sports: Good for me to keep fit .
• 105: My family: is comfortable .
• 104: The future: wait for me , i'm coming .
• Last time I
• 103: Hugged someone: Hardly to remember .
• 102: Last time you ate: Just now , fried rice .
• 101: Saw someone I haven't seen in awhile: Old friend , classmate , buddy .
• 100: Cried in front of someone: No one , just me .
• 99: Went to a movie theater: CNY 
• 98: Took a vacation: Last year .
• 97: Swam in a pool: Past few month .
• 96: Changed a diaper: Never .
• 95: Got my nails done: Last month with grandma .
• 94: Went to a wedding: Last month , my friend sister wedding .
• 93: Broke a bone: Never .
• 92: Got a peircing: Haven't .
• 91: Broke the law: Never .
• 90: Texted: Last night .
• MISC
• 89: Who makes you laugh the most: Asyraf , HAHA !
• 88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: My bed of course .
• 87: The last movie I saw: Twilight .
• 86: The thing that I'm looking forward to the most: Kota Kinabalu , shopping and hang out .
• 85: The thing im not looking forward to: Clean house .
• 84: People call me: Manda :]
• 83: The most difficult thing to do is: Holiday Homework , skin almost torn .
• 82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: never .
• 81: My zodiac sign is: Libra
• 80: The first person i talked to today was: My mom .
• 79: First time you had a crush: Not recall .
• 78: The one person who i can't hide things from: Allah ♥
• 77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: HAPPY !
• 76: Right now I am talking to: Nobody .
• 75: What are you going to do when you grow up: Accountant .
• 74: I have/will get a job: after finish degree .
• 73: Tomorrow: is Friday , i want to go home !
• 72: Today: is Thursday , need to get finish my homework .
• 71: Next Summer: ?
• 70: Next Weekend: Vacation baby ♥
• 69: I have these pets: used to have a bunny and cat .
• 68: The worst sound in the world: Sound that hurt my ears .
• 67: The person that makes me cry the most is: Nobody .
• 66: People that make you happy: Family and Friends .
• 65: Last time I cried: On April 
• 64: My friends are: the FUN people ever !
• 63: My computer is: Acer .
• 62: My School: Smk Tawau , great school .
• 61: My Car: Mom car , red colour .
• 60: I lose all respect for people who: can't be original self .
• 59: The movie I cried at was: Hachiko .
• 58: Your hair color is: Black .
• 57: TV shows you watch: Top Chef and more .
• 56: Favorite web site: Blogger , Twitter , Facebook ♥
• 55: Your dream vacation: Paris , city of love ♥
• 54: The worst pain I was ever in was: Never been in a pain .
• 53: How do you like your steak cooked: Grill it !
• 52: My room is: full with white furniture but soon will decor back .
• 51: My favorite celebrity is: Taylor Swift ♥
• 50: Where would you like to be: Beach .
• 49: Do you want children: In future , perhaps .
• 48: Ever been in love: yes .
• 47: Whos your best friend: Oska , Lee Ya , Mei Ling , Jie Jie .
• 46: More guy friends or girl friends: Girl Friends .
• 45: One thing that makes you feel great is: Get some fresh air and watch view .
• 44: One person that you wish you could see right now: CLOWN !
• 43: Do you have a 5 year plan: Yes i do .
• 42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: I do have , everything is in my head .
• 41: Have you pre-named your children: Haven't yet .
• 40: Last person I got mad at: My brother .
• 39: I would like to move to: Stay at my hometown .
• 38: I wish I was a professional: Accountant .
• My Favorites
• 37: Candy: Lollipop 
• 36: Vehicle: Baby Lambo 
• 35: President: Not really interested .
• 34: State visited: Singapore .
• 33: Cell Phone Provider: DiGi , easy buddyz is the Bomb !
• 32: Athlete: Lin Dan 
• 31: Actor: Edward Cullen 
• 30: Actress: Kristen Stewart
• 29: Singer: Taylor Swift 
• 28: Band: One Republic 
• 27: Clothing Store: Padini , Ex , Mango and lot more
• 26: Grocery Store: Seven Eleven and more . 
• 25: TV show: The Voice 
• 24: Movie: Action , 3D-Movie (:
• 23: Website: htttp://ohhmeeunique.blogspot.com/
• 22: Animal: Cat and Rabbit would be lovely
• 21: Theme Park: Err , not sure .
• 20: Holiday: Singapore the best trip yet .
• 19: Sport to watch: Badminton
• 18: Sport to play: The answer same as question 19 .
• 17: Magazine: CLEO , Seventeen .
• 16: Book: Cook Book .
• 15: Day of the week: FRIDAY !
• 14: Beach: Tanjung Aru , nice sunsets .
• 13: Concert Attended: Never attend a concert .
• 12: Thing to cook: Lagsana and Spaghetti
• 11: Food: Italian , Chinese .
• 10: Restaurant: Any kind as long Halal :)
• 9: Radio Station: hitz.fm
• 8: Yankee Candle scent: Errr .
• 7: Perfume: Taylor Swift : Wonderstruck
• 6: Flower: White rose
• 5: Color: White
• 4: Talk Show host: Oprah Winfrey is the best !
• 3: Comedian: Adam Sandler
• 2: Dog Breed: I can't touch dog
• 1: Would you be able to delete your blog? a BIG NO NO !