Picture for today . Currently cheer myself up from being sad and cry because of my baby cat , Miming .
Sunday, November 7, 2010
Saturday, November 6, 2010
Each night before I sleep your sweet voice echoes through my mind. As I rest my head on my pillow a smile seeps through my soul, knowing that you, and you alone have made me whole.
Without you I would simply be surviving, but with you I am living life to the fullest. Because of your love my spirit has been rejuvenated.
The simplest pleasures in life bring me so much joy that it is hard to find the words to describe them. A walk in the park becomes a reality based metaphor... it is our journey together hand in hand forever more.
Even in our moods, regardless of the irritations of daily life we manage to make each other laugh. The sound of your laughter rings through my ears and touches my heart. Our banter that may seem odd to others makes us giggle to no end. The difference between you and I are very few, yet they are there. But we accept those differences, embracing them because they are part of something we love about one another.
It isn't about looks, nor money but the simplicity in life that we find so attractive. Knowing we could survive anywhere as long as we were together.
Love is not a job, love simply is. Unconditional love is what I offer you, and with you I receive the same. You are my heart of hearts, my soul mate, friend, lover and partner for life.
I will love you forever and a day. Thank you for being there, loving me and knowing what my true heart wants.
Without you I would simply be surviving, but with you I am living life to the fullest. Because of your love my spirit has been rejuvenated.
The simplest pleasures in life bring me so much joy that it is hard to find the words to describe them. A walk in the park becomes a reality based metaphor... it is our journey together hand in hand forever more.
Even in our moods, regardless of the irritations of daily life we manage to make each other laugh. The sound of your laughter rings through my ears and touches my heart. Our banter that may seem odd to others makes us giggle to no end. The difference between you and I are very few, yet they are there. But we accept those differences, embracing them because they are part of something we love about one another.
It isn't about looks, nor money but the simplicity in life that we find so attractive. Knowing we could survive anywhere as long as we were together.
Love is not a job, love simply is. Unconditional love is what I offer you, and with you I receive the same. You are my heart of hearts, my soul mate, friend, lover and partner for life.
I will love you forever and a day. Thank you for being there, loving me and knowing what my true heart wants.
I love you because you make me look forward to each day. You're my everything, a dream come true. There are no words to express what I feel for you. There are no songs as beautiful as the music that fills my soul when I hear your voice. There are no roses as lovely as your smile. Nothing moves me like you do. There are no days brighter than the days I spend talking to you on the phone. You're my light in the darkness. There could never be words strong enough to express my love for you. I love you with my body, soul, and mind. You're my everything. I love you so much.
Friday, November 5, 2010
SPM in Counting
For the time being i hardly can update my baby bloggie because i'm gonna have a big big big exam in two weeks then i only can update my blog after i finish my exam . For my dearest reader , thanks for drop by and read about me and my life and i hope that you all will be wait patiently for my next update or post .
Bye (: Love yaw .
Bye (: Love yaw .
Sunday, October 31, 2010
Saturday, October 30, 2010
B o r i n g
Bubu mouth . Webbie picture . Yay . I know i'm look childish . LOL xD
One simple smile (:
Sunday, October 24, 2010
Friday, October 22, 2010
FishTail braid
Yay , finally i learn how to do fishtail braid , i learn from YouTube . I know to do it , oh lalalala !
Amazing Number :)
1 x 8 + 1=9
12 x 8 + 2=98
123 x 8 + 3=987
1234 x 8 + 4=9876
12345 x 8 + 5=98765
123456 x 8 + 6=987654
1234567 x 8 + 7=9876543
12345678 x 8 + 8=98765432
123456789 x 8 + 9=987654321
Monday, October 18, 2010
It's been awhile
Already been few month i didn't update my bloggie but i just update picture and etc . I been busy with my school stuff , family events and for sure with adel . Nothing more important than that in my life . Let me post what i been through all this time . On pmr holiday , almost everytime meet with adel , is easy for him to go out because his mom and brother went to phill , thats why . As for me , my family already meet with him face to face , so the family is likely him and trust him for being with me . Glad that my parents like him , so there will be no problem at all . We been go on date for a few times , we go for lunch and etc . He ask me where to buy Desa Milk , LOL . When we go out on date , he never ask my parents permission , sure i'm the one will be asking until one day he ask permission , on that time i was take nappy in the living room on a sofa , i didn't notice that he arrive until he greet my mom by saying "hi , aunty" he totally shocked me . Then he step his foot into the house and straight to the point asking my mom to let him bring me go out . My heart beat , beat as fast as possible because he totally shocked me , i can't believe that he got guts to do so . I'm proud of him because got confident to ask my mom . After that , we went to Ogos Cafe or Command Center to had our lunch , while we walked into the cafe , other customer like looked at us , maybe they feel odd , i guess but i don't care . After lunch , we went to Batu Payung to spend our time together , we been make joke , chit chat lot of stuff but most of the time we just laugh for no reason , is fun to do . He totally make my day happy than other people do . I love touching his hair , his eyes and his face . I just won't get tired of doing that . He also like to touch my hair , my eyes . I love when he say "yerrr , your eyes so sepet o" Haha xD . I love everything about him , hardly to forget what he said before . Every word and every sentence that he said , i will remember until my heart stop beating . Truly , i never been so happy like now , i superbly happy having him and being part of my life . I won't ever change my feeling or everything toward him . I won't ever leave him no mattere what . Dear , please don't keep thinking about the nightmare that you had because it will never happen between us , you gonna believe that it will not happen at all . That's only a nightmare that scare you so that you can't focus on other things . Remember big exam is near , we gonna study and score back together like we say before . Don't ever let nonsense thing block your mind or your way . Plus , do balance between study and me . Me , as you motivator will stand right beside you cheer and support you . Me , as your beloved will be by your side , holding your hand to past through all memories and challenge together . We will hold on till the heart stop beating . Believe that we will be together . End , do check on my blog for more updates . Bye (:
Sunday, October 17, 2010
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
070929010 ♥
Today been so awesome and wonderful day with Adel . We went to a movie "Street Dance" , this movie was kinda energetic i like it damn much because is my favorite type of movie then my feet started wanna to dance but i control my feeling to dance out .LOL ! I just don't know how to describe my feeling because i'm super duper happy . I keep bully him , because last night he keep bully and bully me that's why today i pay back . LMAO !
Gonna be a short post only . By the way , today didn't snap picture at all .
Gonna be a short post only . By the way , today didn't snap picture at all .
If you had access to a time machine, where and when would be the first place you travel to?
my past . i guess so .
Monday, September 6, 2010
Random-ness
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: latte .
2. Last phone call: adelson O.O
3. Last text message in fb: O.O kiddo
4. Last song you listened to: Auburn - Perfect Two ( remix )
5. Last time you cried: derrr . .
6. Last time been on a date: 30082010
HAVE YOU EVER:
7. Been cheated on: yes ( many times )
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: hmmm . . dunno .
9. Lost someone special: yes .
10. Been depressed: yes , depressed with O.O
11. Been drunk and threw up: no =.="
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. white
13. black
14. pink
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend: eyup :)
16. Fallen out of love: no =="
17. Laughed until you cried: eyup , happy tears =')
18. Met someone who changed you: eyup =)
19. Found out who your true friends were: hmm . . not really .
20. Found out someone was talking about you: for stalker , yes .
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: . derrr . . nop .
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life : much but dunno how many .
23. How many kids do you want to have: 2 , perhaps twins . :)
24. Do you have any pets: yes , one cat .
25. Do you want to change your name: not sure yet .
26. What did you do for your last birthday: birthday not yet arrive .
27. What time did you wake up today: around 10 .
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: calling and texting ~.~
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: new stuff for my closet .
30. Last time you saw your Mother: last nite .
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: my horrible past .
32. What are you listening to right now: owl city - vanilla twilight <3
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nop .
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: nothing at all =)
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook + Blogspot .
36. What's your real name: Amanda Kong Suk Yin :)
37. Nicknames: Cece or Bebe
38. Relationship Status: In a relationship remix Married <3
39. Zodiac sign: Libra .
40. Male or female?: Female .
41. Elementary?: sjk (c) yuk chin
42. Middle School?: smk convent st ursula .
43. High school/college?: smk convent st ursula .
44. Hair colour: Forever black :)
46. Height: 161cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: crush on O.O
48: What do you like about yourself?: my attitude .
49. Piercings: ear only .
50. Tattoo: ewww . no .
51. Righty or lefty: Righty .
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: no
53. First piercing: ear
54. First best friend: Farrah
55. First sport you joined: Netball
56. First vacation: Singapore
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: Fried rice .
60. Drinking: Water .
61. I'm about to: update bloggie
62. Listening to: This is our song by camp rock 2
63. Waiting on: text message .
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: yes .
65. Get Married?: indeed !
66. Career?: yes .
WHICH IS BETTER
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes ~.~
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
69. Shorter or taller: Both .
70. Older or Younger: Younger .
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic .
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice arms .
73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive .
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship .
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: hesitant .
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: no . gross much !
77. Drank hard liquor: no .
78. Lost glasses/contacts: no .
79. Sex on first date: ewwww . no way !
80. Broken someone's heart: yes but only once .
82. Been arrested: no .
83. Turned someone down: yes .
84. Cried when someone died: yes . that's for sure .
85. Fallen for a friend?: yes .
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: yes for 99.99%
87. Miracles: yes .
88. Love at first sight: not really .
89. Heaven: yes .
90. Santa Claus: no . LOL !
91. Kiss on the first date: Kinda .
92. Angels: yes .
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. lesbo or gay?: non .
95. Did you sing today?: yes , almost everday i sing :)
96. Ever cheated on somebody? yes gua .
97. If you could go back in time: 2008
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: 09092009 , the day i got broken down .
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: depends
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: yes :)
1. Last beverage: latte .
2. Last phone call: adelson O.O
3. Last text message in fb: O.O kiddo
4. Last song you listened to: Auburn - Perfect Two ( remix )
5. Last time you cried: derrr . .
6. Last time been on a date: 30082010
HAVE YOU EVER:
7. Been cheated on: yes ( many times )
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: hmmm . . dunno .
9. Lost someone special: yes .
10. Been depressed: yes , depressed with O.O
11. Been drunk and threw up: no =.="
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. white
13. black
14. pink
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend: eyup :)
16. Fallen out of love: no =="
17. Laughed until you cried: eyup , happy tears =')
18. Met someone who changed you: eyup =)
19. Found out who your true friends were: hmm . . not really .
20. Found out someone was talking about you: for stalker , yes .
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: . derrr . . nop .
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life : much but dunno how many .
23. How many kids do you want to have: 2 , perhaps twins . :)
24. Do you have any pets: yes , one cat .
25. Do you want to change your name: not sure yet .
26. What did you do for your last birthday: birthday not yet arrive .
27. What time did you wake up today: around 10 .
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: calling and texting ~.~
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: new stuff for my closet .
30. Last time you saw your Mother: last nite .
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: my horrible past .
32. What are you listening to right now: owl city - vanilla twilight <3
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nop .
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: nothing at all =)
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook + Blogspot .
36. What's your real name: Amanda Kong Suk Yin :)
37. Nicknames: Cece or Bebe
38. Relationship Status: In a relationship remix Married <3
39. Zodiac sign: Libra .
40. Male or female?: Female .
41. Elementary?: sjk (c) yuk chin
42. Middle School?: smk convent st ursula .
43. High school/college?: smk convent st ursula .
44. Hair colour: Forever black :)
46. Height: 161cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: crush on O.O
48: What do you like about yourself?: my attitude .
49. Piercings: ear only .
50. Tattoo: ewww . no .
51. Righty or lefty: Righty .
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: no
53. First piercing: ear
54. First best friend: Farrah
55. First sport you joined: Netball
56. First vacation: Singapore
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: Fried rice .
60. Drinking: Water .
61. I'm about to: update bloggie
62. Listening to: This is our song by camp rock 2
63. Waiting on: text message .
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: yes .
65. Get Married?: indeed !
66. Career?: yes .
WHICH IS BETTER
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes ~.~
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
69. Shorter or taller: Both .
70. Older or Younger: Younger .
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic .
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice arms .
73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive .
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship .
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: hesitant .
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: no . gross much !
77. Drank hard liquor: no .
78. Lost glasses/contacts: no .
79. Sex on first date: ewwww . no way !
80. Broken someone's heart: yes but only once .
82. Been arrested: no .
83. Turned someone down: yes .
84. Cried when someone died: yes . that's for sure .
85. Fallen for a friend?: yes .
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: yes for 99.99%
87. Miracles: yes .
88. Love at first sight: not really .
89. Heaven: yes .
90. Santa Claus: no . LOL !
91. Kiss on the first date: Kinda .
92. Angels: yes .
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. lesbo or gay?: non .
95. Did you sing today?: yes , almost everday i sing :)
96. Ever cheated on somebody? yes gua .
97. If you could go back in time: 2008
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: 09092009 , the day i got broken down .
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: depends
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: yes :)
The way you type a "haha" can determine the conversation . Such as :
ha ha = sarcastic
hah = shut the fuck up
ha… ha.. = awkward laugh
bahahahaha = good shit
ahahaha = oh thats funny
hahahahhahahahah = what even?
haha = I smiled
hahahah (if it ends with an h) = umm..
hahahaha (if it ends with an a) = okay..
ha ha = sarcastic
hah = shut the fuck up
ha… ha.. = awkward laugh
bahahahaha = good shit
ahahaha = oh thats funny
hahahahhahahahah = what even?
haha = I smiled
hahahah (if it ends with an h) = umm..
hahahaha (if it ends with an a) = okay..
Saturday, September 4, 2010
Friday, September 3, 2010
Fallen
Today is kind of cold and moody . He being emo and me being worry maybe because of last nite , i know i should not don't that to him . Is true last night i kind of pissed off . Last night , i'm not in the mood and kind of angry and he worry and shed tears . I'm sorry baby because make you shed tears and now you being emo and quiet not like always . No need to know why i angry last night , only me and him know about it . I'm so stupid because angry on thing that should not be angry . Yes , i'm idiot . I admit it . I regret because
mad at him and now i don't know how to cheer him up , make him smile , make him laugh again like he always do . I can't think at all . My tears falling to my cheek , my face become pale and my body become weak . I won't get some rest until he happy again . I'm just gonna wait him to text me . Today at school , i sleep a lot because teacher didn't care much and most of us just sleep . Nothing extraordinary at school , no high-ing like always do . Oh dear , i'm crying ='( When school bell rings , like always my mom already wait for me at outside of school but today didn't saw him . Kind feeling sad . Arrived at home , i direct text him but his text totally cold and no mood , i can feel that even he said that he fine .What happen between us ? I keep thinking and i know that is all my fault . Now feeling guilty and useless
P.S , Adelson Teu , i'm sorry about last night . I know i should not being angry . I know what ask me to do is for my own good . I totally regret with what had i done . I wish i can turn back time and prevent myself being angry but now already too late . I feel like i'm losing you . I hope you will cheer up like always . I'm sorry ='(
mad at him and now i don't know how to cheer him up , make him smile , make him laugh again like he always do . I can't think at all . My tears falling to my cheek , my face become pale and my body become weak . I won't get some rest until he happy again . I'm just gonna wait him to text me . Today at school , i sleep a lot because teacher didn't care much and most of us just sleep . Nothing extraordinary at school , no high-ing like always do . Oh dear , i'm crying ='( When school bell rings , like always my mom already wait for me at outside of school but today didn't saw him . Kind feeling sad . Arrived at home , i direct text him but his text totally cold and no mood , i can feel that even he said that he fine .What happen between us ? I keep thinking and i know that is all my fault . Now feeling guilty and useless
P.S , Adelson Teu , i'm sorry about last night . I know i should not being angry . I know what ask me to do is for my own good . I totally regret with what had i done . I wish i can turn back time and prevent myself being angry but now already too late . I feel like i'm losing you . I hope you will cheer up like always . I'm sorry ='(
Friday, August 27, 2010
Thursday, August 26, 2010
26 August 2010 ♥
I Love Adelson Teu ♥
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Memorable Date with Adelson
16072010♥
we knew each other
25072010♥
our first met at library
07082010♥
our first date at Secret Recipe
21082010♥
our second date go for a badminton match
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Badminton Match
Today was a fairytale ! Awwww , i smile even brighter and flawness if i remind with what happen today . I just far too happy and super duper ! Today i got badminton match with adelson and my cousin , mayvis . Yay , only three of us . Last night i hardly can sleep , because thinking about upcoming badminton match and meeting with adelson . So in the morning , i wake up around 4am , so early , so i play PS2 for a while glad my mom didn't mad at me for playing PS2 . After play PS2 , around 6am , i get my breakie that mean breakfast . I just have biscuit and latte as breakfast . Simple isn't ? After breakfast , i do housework as usual if not sure my mom will mad . Then , finish all my work , i take my bath then get ready go to my cousin house . Wait for adelson come and fetch me and my cousin . We arrive at court around 9 am . I play with my cousin first then with adelson . Adelson laugh at me and i laugh at him . LOL ! Kinda funny . As the result , he will against me in other meaning i lose to him . I owe him a hug . We only play for one hour if play for another two hour , my shoulder will become more injure . During play with adelson , i injure my right knee but not so bad . After finish playing , we go home to my cousin house and send her to school then adelson send me home but just drop me at back of the shop , After arrive there , i feel like wanted don't want go home , wanna be longer with him , he also same with me . Keep saying 'don't go first' . We chit chat a lot in car , he keep looking to my eyes , and that make my face turn red . Then i sing for him Perfect Two . I can't stop smiling and laughing . I'm so happy everytime with him not every time i guess but every beat of my heart . We getting more closer and closer . But anyway , i happy enough and don't know describe my happiness .
Sunday, August 15, 2010
Sing to me
Enrique Iglesias - Hero
Would you dance if I asked you to dance
Would you run and never look back
Would you cry if you saw me crying
Would you save my soul tonight
Would you tremble if I touched your lips
Would you laugh oh please tell me this
Now would you die for the one you love
Hold me in your arms tonight
I can be your hero baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away
Would you swear that you'll always be mine
Would you lie would you run and hide
Am I in too deep have I lost my mind
Well I don't care you're here tonight
I can be your hero baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away
Ohhh I just wanna hold you,
I just wanna hold you, oh yeah
Am I in too deep have I lost my mind
Well I don't care you're here tonight
I can be your hero baby
I can kiss away the pain
(Ohhhhhhhhhhhh yeah)
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away
I can be your hero
I can kiss away the pain
And I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away
You can take my breath away
I can be your hero
Us
This post is only about us in other meaning is dedicated to us . Where should i start then ? Gonna story from that day we knew each other . We knew each other on 16 July 2010 . We met on facebook , that time i add him as my friend . Then he started to IM me , he said ' you the one follow naz car just now ? ' then i said ' yes ' . Actually i didn't realize him on back of naz car . Then i said to him ' how you recognize me ? ' he said ' i recognize your spec ' I just smile and laugh . Thus , we started to introduce ourself in chatbox . He is mix blood same as me . What i can't believe is both of us have many similarities . So funny but cool . I never met a person that have similarities with me . He the first person , sure he will be happy if he knew . He keep say me that i am unique and cute . Then i will say back not cute but ordinary . He still say the same thing =) Awww . . . We chit chat in chatbox then we started to text . From texting , i knew a lot about him and he also know lot about me . We texting like a couple but actually me and him just best friend or best buddy . Talking about best buddy , i got a friend keep say the same thing ' now is best buddy , soon will be buddy love . But people and friend think we are couple , so we just let it be and as long as both of us know what happening between us . As long we happy together ^.^ . We almost texting for 24hour . LOL . After a few week , i guess , i confess to him about my feeling toward him , he just like speechless . I confess to him because i want him to know what i feel to him . Glad that he also got the same feeling as i do . I am very glad on that time . He shorter than me and lighter than me . But i don't care . He like little kiddo but i likely . I love to see him wearing his white spec . Awww ! Our first meet i mean face to face , was at the library . That was on Tuesday , he got biology tuition .O ya , biology is his favorite even things that about science will be his favorite . Cool man . He is upper form 6 , this year will be facing STPM and me will be facing SPM . Both of us got big exam this year *sigh . He change me a lot , i been so hardworking in study and guess what i am getting panda eyes . =.= . LMAO ! Our first meet just awhile but id worthy . I am so happy because meet him . Then our second meet is we out to ep and go to eat at secret recipe . Actually not two of us but four of us that is me , him , mey and naz . I didn't nervous at all about go out on date with him , go out on date as best buddy . So naz and mey pick me up at my house , he wait me at the shop , then i get in his car . We start talking and talking . I laugh a lot , he just stay cool most of the time . Glad that i'm not the kind easily get bored if not sure i will piss off . Haha ! We went to ep , walk and walk suddenly i felt tired so i put my arm at his back . Sure he will be panic . I feel comfortable when with him , don't know why . After walk around at ep , we went to secret recipe . Secret recipe was full house , glad that they manage got four empty seat . He sit beside me , then we order . Guess what , he follow what i order , he said want to eat what unique people eat . I laugh and smile . We snap two picture of us . Such a sweet memory that i had in my life . He sent me home on around 5pm . After that we seldom meet because fasting month is coming . But just now in the afternoon , we see each other from far distance , i real happy can see him with his white spec ^.^ . What can i say about him is he light up my life . Make me happy everyday . Make me laugh and smile every second . Thank you for be in my life . Je t'aime !
Saturday, August 14, 2010
Fasting Month plus Excel
Yeap =) . August is here and is fasting month . Wow , time pass so fast . . Vrooooommmmmm . . . Fast like F1 . LOL ! Today is the fourth day of fasting and i already two day didn't fasting *sigh . Stop talking about fasting . Hope time pass even faster , i can't wait till raya . After raya , october will coming soon , can't wait for my birthday . I'm gonna celebrate big bash party ! In the mean time , i need to bake a homemade cheese cake for Adelson Teu =) . Excel ? Yay , already two week i study for this second excel , i scare that still not enough study . I drink a lot of latte just for keep me awake at night to study . I totally exhausted , i didn't get enough rest . Sure i will pass out just like when i study hard for first excel . Then adel , also got excel on wednesday . Adel , must study hard . Don't be lazy . I miss the moment that we had together even we just best friend but i feel like more than best friend . Yeap , i can't denied my feeling . I love having you around me all the time . Feel like wanted to give you a big hug , yay i miss you ! Maybe , after this i will less update my blog . Bye =)
Saturday, August 7, 2010
Double Plan of Today
First plan is in the morning that is Shooting Training .
Our school is the first start the shooting , i was in the second group . I scare enough with the noise . Gggrrr but was a fun . I only got 5 target on the board , but it was great better than none . LOL ! Nothing much to say about shooting days but i think i laugh too hard when on the way to shooting place and on the way back to school . Yes , i laugh non stop until my stomach hurt badly . This is all because the van got a sticker called 'Uncle Chang 8' , this van keep following us because we keep asking to follow our back . LMAO xD . But before the shooting training start , me and mey and my other friend keep snapshot . Still thinking about the shooting training . After the shooting training , my right shoulder in pain so much , the pain that i can't imagined . Later i will upload few picture at shooting training in my blog and facebook . Just wait for it .
Second plan in the evening is Going out with adel , naz , mey and went to Secret Recipe .
This plan was the best ever in my life ! I'm super duper happy till don't know how to describe my feeling . Awww , meet with adel . Bebe likely , i also know adel also likely . LMAO xD . Right or not adel ? I order the cappuccino cheese cake , he also same with me but our latte not the same . I don't where i get the guts to touch his hair , put my hand on his shoulder and etc . I just being myself . We speak in three different language such as chinese , malay and english , just like remix . LOL ! Quiet funny . But lovin' it . His friend is in curious mood and keep thinking that me and adel is couple . OMG ! But nevermind , only me and adel know what is happening between us . Am i right , O.O ? Awww , he drive me crazy everday ! He make me smile and laugh everday . Make me more happier and happier . Sure i will miss him if we seldom contact . Picture i will upload one into blog the rest look in my facebook .
p/s : sweetest moment !
Our school is the first start the shooting , i was in the second group . I scare enough with the noise . Gggrrr but was a fun . I only got 5 target on the board , but it was great better than none . LOL ! Nothing much to say about shooting days but i think i laugh too hard when on the way to shooting place and on the way back to school . Yes , i laugh non stop until my stomach hurt badly . This is all because the van got a sticker called 'Uncle Chang 8' , this van keep following us because we keep asking to follow our back . LMAO xD . But before the shooting training start , me and mey and my other friend keep snapshot . Still thinking about the shooting training . After the shooting training , my right shoulder in pain so much , the pain that i can't imagined . Later i will upload few picture at shooting training in my blog and facebook . Just wait for it .
Second plan in the evening is Going out with adel , naz , mey and went to Secret Recipe .
This plan was the best ever in my life ! I'm super duper happy till don't know how to describe my feeling . Awww , meet with adel . Bebe likely , i also know adel also likely . LMAO xD . Right or not adel ? I order the cappuccino cheese cake , he also same with me but our latte not the same . I don't where i get the guts to touch his hair , put my hand on his shoulder and etc . I just being myself . We speak in three different language such as chinese , malay and english , just like remix . LOL ! Quiet funny . But lovin' it . His friend is in curious mood and keep thinking that me and adel is couple . OMG ! But nevermind , only me and adel know what is happening between us . Am i right , O.O ? Awww , he drive me crazy everday ! He make me smile and laugh everday . Make me more happier and happier . Sure i will miss him if we seldom contact . Picture i will upload one into blog the rest look in my facebook .
p/s : sweetest moment !
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Happiest Life Ever
Hello mello dello jello =) As i know , nowdays i far too happy . But i likely being like this , smille bright everday . Awww . . Where should i start to story ? *thinking . . . I'm gonna start with yesterday story . In the morning i went to school like usual , smile alone in class but no one realize that i smiling alone . =D . Then back from school , poor my mom . She seems very busy deal with her visa and payment but i was there to help her . After finish deal with her visa , we went to library because i wanted to ask more information about library card . Guess what ? Who i met ? OMG ! Adel the cina mata bulat O.O .
We just chit chat for a while . He was wearing white spec . He is cute but unique . Same as me . LOL . Even we just met for a while , i feel thankful and happy . My feeling was so high . After that i can't stop thinking about him . Last night i just slept for 3 hours , the reason is first is i miss him too much , second is i got homework to do . Truly i never felt like this before , i will appreciate for eternity . I glad that both of us have the same feeling , the feeling that only both of us know . Awww , mata bulat , you light up my life and you make me smile bright everyday . I lovin' you be in my life !
Today ? Nothing special . Just smiling alone again and again . I keep singing Justin Bieber - Down To Earth and Before The Morning . I lovin' that song !
Saturday, July 31, 2010
Happiness
I'm truly happy with my life now . I wish my life will be happy till the end of time . Now i feel better than before because i meet one new friend name Adel . He give me inspiration in life and study . He's form 6 student . We meet on Facebook . We been chat and chat and chat . Quiet fun having a friend like him and he always say me pelik tapi benar and unique . He been a good friend and we move our friendship to bestfriend . I totally appreciate our friendship , wish our friendship never end . He light up my life that what i love about . This year both of us facing big exam , i give him support and he give me support . That what friend do , right ? We been messaging in phone but never heard his voice , i wanted to hear but i scare . LOL ! When i texting with him , sure i will laugh and smile alone till my mom feel odd toward me . Haha . Quiet funny between me and him but only me and him know . Guess what ? I already got back all the pieces of old me . The one that smile and laugh all the time .
Thursday, July 29, 2010
So Close
Currently listening to So Close by Jon Mclaughin .
You're in my arms, and all the world is calm
The music playing on, for only two..
So close, together
And when I'm with you
So close, to feeling alive..
As life goes by,
Romantic dreams must die
So I bid my goodybe,
And never knew..
So close, was waiting
Waiting here with you
And now, forever, I know
All that I wanted,
Was to hold you, so close...
So close, to reaching
That famous happy end, and
Almost, believing,
This one's not pretend, and
Now you're, beside me
And look how far we've come..
So far, we are..so close...
Oh how could I face, the faceless days?
If I should lose you now..
We're..so close,
To reaching, that famous happy end, and
Almost, believing, this one's not pretend, and
Let's go on dreaming, for we know we are..
So close..
So close..
And still so far...
You're in my arms, and all the world is calm
The music playing on, for only two..
So close, together
And when I'm with you
So close, to feeling alive..
As life goes by,
Romantic dreams must die
So I bid my goodybe,
And never knew..
So close, was waiting
Waiting here with you
And now, forever, I know
All that I wanted,
Was to hold you, so close...
So close, to reaching
That famous happy end, and
Almost, believing,
This one's not pretend, and
Now you're, beside me
And look how far we've come..
So far, we are..so close...
Oh how could I face, the faceless days?
If I should lose you now..
We're..so close,
To reaching, that famous happy end, and
Almost, believing, this one's not pretend, and
Let's go on dreaming, for we know we are..
So close..
So close..
And still so far...
Confession
Finally , i already confess what i feel toward him . But it's okay if he didn't feel the same way like i do . I'm learning to accept the fate that i can't accept . He give me the best reason , study and facing big exam . Even that i also need to respect his decision . I feel like wanted to cry but i stop myself to cry . I cannot force people . I also don't like to force people . I knew he is the right one but not like what i expected . So me and him just being best friend like usual . I appreciate our friendship . I know i should not fall in love to him but i just can't control my feeling . He light up my life and make me cheerful inside and outside . I never lies about my feeling and toward myself . With a heavy heart , i accept . Once again i failed . Amanda , be strong . I just gonna keep smiling and being cheerful where things getting better or getting worst . I hate what i feeling right now . Oh God , give me more strength .
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Riding solo
Yes . The title is riding solo . Wanna know ? No more love in me , i mean love to a man or guy . Hard to find a guy that love me for me and truly understand me . All the time , i being fool by guy but should i be thankful ? I patient enough for being fool by guy . I can't stand it anymore . Why some of guy think girl like a doll that they can play with . I just don't get it . For what they do that ? Such a bullshit . Arrgghh . . I'm tired of this kind of drama , just end it . I can't suffer anymore , i hurt enough , i stress enough . Stop it . Finally , i am solo again . There is no guy left for me , i guess . Maybe i just need to accept with open heart that the fact there is no right guy for me . My BFF already found their right man . Congrats for them , happy for you guys . From now on , i will not going to studio anymore , i'm sorry , PLUR . If i feel i wanted go to studio , i will call . I am just damn lonely right now or forever . All i do is pretend to smile and being cheerful . Yay right cheerful at outside of me but not inside of me . How could my life be so miserable ? I can't believe it . Is everything will be ok ? I don't think so . I didn't need people pity toward me because i never ask for any person sympathy . Never ! I can't find my love . I already lost hope . Just wishing toward the star is my hobby when i am sad . Who gonna cheer me up ? No one . Who gonna love me for me ? No one . I realize that i am all alone from now on . Maybe already my faith to be like this . I just need to accept it .
p/s - Totally sad and lonely =(
p/s - Totally sad and lonely =(
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Thursday, June 3, 2010
Duhhh .
Hello mello =) Yay is me again blogging again . Actually i think of stop blogging but when my reader ask me not to stop blogging then i must go on blogging . I am not weak person but i am a strong person . I will never fall down just because a stupid things . I just tired of all this drama , the same drama . Amanda , chill down girl . Start a new life babe . My holiday assignment not yet done , i kinda lazy to do it . I just know bake + blogging + eat , yes 3 in 1 . Haha =D Yeah , i love to bake but sadly my mum won't let me study about bake when i after SPM . But no need to worry , i already know how to bake . My life will be great because i got my friend and family beside me . I live for you my friends .
Rain falling down
Yeah , that's right rain is falling down it means tears falling down .
I will keep the pain and enjoy the smile .
Are you guys happy now for fooling me ?
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
Nightmare
My life is my worst nightmare ever . After the black history , my life is getting more worst . Could it get more worst at present or at the future . I just can't predict my life , boys just love to play me around and fool me around . Yay , i won't get over it but i will get used to it and guess what i do used to it . In boys eyes i am a doll for them . FCUK for them ! How dare you all , believe me you guys will get pay for what had you all done to me . I won't revenge for what you guys did , but i let Allah to give revenge for you guys . The feeling of regret won't shown up early but will shown up late . Now you happy and in the end tears falling down . Trust me because i know how it feel . You guys should be a shame , look at yourself so annoying . Once again thank you guys for fooling me again and again . For you guys information , i never ask for sympathy for anyone else . I can live it up without you guys . You guys just a bacteria in my life , so i am gonna kill you guys away . One more thing before i forget , me and boy relationship are officially over , yes is over forever . He lie to me about his status ( relationship ) Don't want to talk about it . Lastly me and boy are over .
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