Sunday, November 7, 2010
Saturday, November 6, 2010
Each night before I sleep your sweet voice echoes through my mind. As I rest my head on my pillow a smile seeps through my soul, knowing that you, and you alone have made me whole.
Without you I would simply be surviving, but with you I am living life to the fullest. Because of your love my spirit has been rejuvenated.
The simplest pleasures in life bring me so much joy that it is hard to find the words to describe them. A walk in the park becomes a reality based metaphor... it is our journey together hand in hand forever more.
Even in our moods, regardless of the irritations of daily life we manage to make each other laugh. The sound of your laughter rings through my ears and touches my heart. Our banter that may seem odd to others makes us giggle to no end. The difference between you and I are very few, yet they are there. But we accept those differences, embracing them because they are part of something we love about one another.
It isn't about looks, nor money but the simplicity in life that we find so attractive. Knowing we could survive anywhere as long as we were together.
Love is not a job, love simply is. Unconditional love is what I offer you, and with you I receive the same. You are my heart of hearts, my soul mate, friend, lover and partner for life.
I will love you forever and a day. Thank you for being there, loving me and knowing what my true heart wants.
Without you I would simply be surviving, but with you I am living life to the fullest. Because of your love my spirit has been rejuvenated.
The simplest pleasures in life bring me so much joy that it is hard to find the words to describe them. A walk in the park becomes a reality based metaphor... it is our journey together hand in hand forever more.
Even in our moods, regardless of the irritations of daily life we manage to make each other laugh. The sound of your laughter rings through my ears and touches my heart. Our banter that may seem odd to others makes us giggle to no end. The difference between you and I are very few, yet they are there. But we accept those differences, embracing them because they are part of something we love about one another.
It isn't about looks, nor money but the simplicity in life that we find so attractive. Knowing we could survive anywhere as long as we were together.
Love is not a job, love simply is. Unconditional love is what I offer you, and with you I receive the same. You are my heart of hearts, my soul mate, friend, lover and partner for life.
I will love you forever and a day. Thank you for being there, loving me and knowing what my true heart wants.
I love you because you make me look forward to each day. You're my everything, a dream come true. There are no words to express what I feel for you. There are no songs as beautiful as the music that fills my soul when I hear your voice. There are no roses as lovely as your smile. Nothing moves me like you do. There are no days brighter than the days I spend talking to you on the phone. You're my light in the darkness. There could never be words strong enough to express my love for you. I love you with my body, soul, and mind. You're my everything. I love you so much.
Friday, November 5, 2010
SPM in Counting
For the time being i hardly can update my baby bloggie because i'm gonna have a big big big exam in two weeks then i only can update my blog after i finish my exam . For my dearest reader , thanks for drop by and read about me and my life and i hope that you all will be wait patiently for my next update or post .
Bye (: Love yaw .
Bye (: Love yaw .
Sunday, October 31, 2010
Saturday, October 30, 2010
B o r i n g
Bubu mouth . Webbie picture . Yay . I know i'm look childish . LOL xD
One simple smile (:
Sunday, October 24, 2010
Friday, October 22, 2010
FishTail braid
Yay , finally i learn how to do fishtail braid , i learn from YouTube . I know to do it , oh lalalala !
Amazing Number :)
1 x 8 + 1=9
12 x 8 + 2=98
123 x 8 + 3=987
1234 x 8 + 4=9876
12345 x 8 + 5=98765
123456 x 8 + 6=987654
1234567 x 8 + 7=9876543
12345678 x 8 + 8=98765432
123456789 x 8 + 9=987654321
Monday, October 18, 2010
It's been awhile
Already been few month i didn't update my bloggie but i just update picture and etc . I been busy with my school stuff , family events and for sure with adel . Nothing more important than that in my life . Let me post what i been through all this time . On pmr holiday , almost everytime meet with adel , is easy for him to go out because his mom and brother went to phill , thats why . As for me , my family already meet with him face to face , so the family is likely him and trust him for being with me . Glad that my parents like him , so there will be no problem at all . We been go on date for a few times , we go for lunch and etc . He ask me where to buy Desa Milk , LOL . When we go out on date , he never ask my parents permission , sure i'm the one will be asking until one day he ask permission , on that time i was take nappy in the living room on a sofa , i didn't notice that he arrive until he greet my mom by saying "hi , aunty" he totally shocked me . Then he step his foot into the house and straight to the point asking my mom to let him bring me go out . My heart beat , beat as fast as possible because he totally shocked me , i can't believe that he got guts to do so . I'm proud of him because got confident to ask my mom . After that , we went to Ogos Cafe or Command Center to had our lunch , while we walked into the cafe , other customer like looked at us , maybe they feel odd , i guess but i don't care . After lunch , we went to Batu Payung to spend our time together , we been make joke , chit chat lot of stuff but most of the time we just laugh for no reason , is fun to do . He totally make my day happy than other people do . I love touching his hair , his eyes and his face . I just won't get tired of doing that . He also like to touch my hair , my eyes . I love when he say "yerrr , your eyes so sepet o" Haha xD . I love everything about him , hardly to forget what he said before . Every word and every sentence that he said , i will remember until my heart stop beating . Truly , i never been so happy like now , i superbly happy having him and being part of my life . I won't ever change my feeling or everything toward him . I won't ever leave him no mattere what . Dear , please don't keep thinking about the nightmare that you had because it will never happen between us , you gonna believe that it will not happen at all . That's only a nightmare that scare you so that you can't focus on other things . Remember big exam is near , we gonna study and score back together like we say before . Don't ever let nonsense thing block your mind or your way . Plus , do balance between study and me . Me , as you motivator will stand right beside you cheer and support you . Me , as your beloved will be by your side , holding your hand to past through all memories and challenge together . We will hold on till the heart stop beating . Believe that we will be together . End , do check on my blog for more updates . Bye (:
Sunday, October 17, 2010
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
070929010 ♥
Today been so awesome and wonderful day with Adel . We went to a movie "Street Dance" , this movie was kinda energetic i like it damn much because is my favorite type of movie then my feet started wanna to dance but i control my feeling to dance out .LOL ! I just don't know how to describe my feeling because i'm super duper happy . I keep bully him , because last night he keep bully and bully me that's why today i pay back . LMAO !
Gonna be a short post only . By the way , today didn't snap picture at all .
Gonna be a short post only . By the way , today didn't snap picture at all .
If you had access to a time machine, where and when would be the first place you travel to?
my past . i guess so .
Monday, September 6, 2010
Random-ness
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: latte .
2. Last phone call: adelson O.O
3. Last text message in fb: O.O kiddo
4. Last song you listened to: Auburn - Perfect Two ( remix )
5. Last time you cried: derrr . .
6. Last time been on a date: 30082010
HAVE YOU EVER:
7. Been cheated on: yes ( many times )
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: hmmm . . dunno .
9. Lost someone special: yes .
10. Been depressed: yes , depressed with O.O
11. Been drunk and threw up: no =.="
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. white
13. black
14. pink
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend: eyup :)
16. Fallen out of love: no =="
17. Laughed until you cried: eyup , happy tears =')
18. Met someone who changed you: eyup =)
19. Found out who your true friends were: hmm . . not really .
20. Found out someone was talking about you: for stalker , yes .
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: . derrr . . nop .
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life : much but dunno how many .
23. How many kids do you want to have: 2 , perhaps twins . :)
24. Do you have any pets: yes , one cat .
25. Do you want to change your name: not sure yet .
26. What did you do for your last birthday: birthday not yet arrive .
27. What time did you wake up today: around 10 .
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: calling and texting ~.~
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: new stuff for my closet .
30. Last time you saw your Mother: last nite .
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: my horrible past .
32. What are you listening to right now: owl city - vanilla twilight <3
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nop .
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: nothing at all =)
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook + Blogspot .
36. What's your real name: Amanda Kong Suk Yin :)
37. Nicknames: Cece or Bebe
38. Relationship Status: In a relationship remix Married <3
39. Zodiac sign: Libra .
40. Male or female?: Female .
41. Elementary?: sjk (c) yuk chin
42. Middle School?: smk convent st ursula .
43. High school/college?: smk convent st ursula .
44. Hair colour: Forever black :)
46. Height: 161cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: crush on O.O
48: What do you like about yourself?: my attitude .
49. Piercings: ear only .
50. Tattoo: ewww . no .
51. Righty or lefty: Righty .
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: no
53. First piercing: ear
54. First best friend: Farrah
55. First sport you joined: Netball
56. First vacation: Singapore
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: Fried rice .
60. Drinking: Water .
61. I'm about to: update bloggie
62. Listening to: This is our song by camp rock 2
63. Waiting on: text message .
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: yes .
65. Get Married?: indeed !
66. Career?: yes .
WHICH IS BETTER
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes ~.~
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
69. Shorter or taller: Both .
70. Older or Younger: Younger .
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic .
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice arms .
73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive .
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship .
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: hesitant .
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: no . gross much !
77. Drank hard liquor: no .
78. Lost glasses/contacts: no .
79. Sex on first date: ewwww . no way !
80. Broken someone's heart: yes but only once .
82. Been arrested: no .
83. Turned someone down: yes .
84. Cried when someone died: yes . that's for sure .
85. Fallen for a friend?: yes .
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: yes for 99.99%
87. Miracles: yes .
88. Love at first sight: not really .
89. Heaven: yes .
90. Santa Claus: no . LOL !
91. Kiss on the first date: Kinda .
92. Angels: yes .
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. lesbo or gay?: non .
95. Did you sing today?: yes , almost everday i sing :)
96. Ever cheated on somebody? yes gua .
97. If you could go back in time: 2008
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: 09092009 , the day i got broken down .
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: depends
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: yes :)
1. Last beverage: latte .
2. Last phone call: adelson O.O
3. Last text message in fb: O.O kiddo
4. Last song you listened to: Auburn - Perfect Two ( remix )
5. Last time you cried: derrr . .
6. Last time been on a date: 30082010
HAVE YOU EVER:
7. Been cheated on: yes ( many times )
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: hmmm . . dunno .
9. Lost someone special: yes .
10. Been depressed: yes , depressed with O.O
11. Been drunk and threw up: no =.="
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. white
13. black
14. pink
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend: eyup :)
16. Fallen out of love: no =="
17. Laughed until you cried: eyup , happy tears =')
18. Met someone who changed you: eyup =)
19. Found out who your true friends were: hmm . . not really .
20. Found out someone was talking about you: for stalker , yes .
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: . derrr . . nop .
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life : much but dunno how many .
23. How many kids do you want to have: 2 , perhaps twins . :)
24. Do you have any pets: yes , one cat .
25. Do you want to change your name: not sure yet .
26. What did you do for your last birthday: birthday not yet arrive .
27. What time did you wake up today: around 10 .
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: calling and texting ~.~
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: new stuff for my closet .
30. Last time you saw your Mother: last nite .
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: my horrible past .
32. What are you listening to right now: owl city - vanilla twilight <3
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nop .
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: nothing at all =)
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook + Blogspot .
36. What's your real name: Amanda Kong Suk Yin :)
37. Nicknames: Cece or Bebe
38. Relationship Status: In a relationship remix Married <3
39. Zodiac sign: Libra .
40. Male or female?: Female .
41. Elementary?: sjk (c) yuk chin
42. Middle School?: smk convent st ursula .
43. High school/college?: smk convent st ursula .
44. Hair colour: Forever black :)
46. Height: 161cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: crush on O.O
48: What do you like about yourself?: my attitude .
49. Piercings: ear only .
50. Tattoo: ewww . no .
51. Righty or lefty: Righty .
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: no
53. First piercing: ear
54. First best friend: Farrah
55. First sport you joined: Netball
56. First vacation: Singapore
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: Fried rice .
60. Drinking: Water .
61. I'm about to: update bloggie
62. Listening to: This is our song by camp rock 2
63. Waiting on: text message .
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: yes .
65. Get Married?: indeed !
66. Career?: yes .
WHICH IS BETTER
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes ~.~
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
69. Shorter or taller: Both .
70. Older or Younger: Younger .
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic .
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice arms .
73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive .
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship .
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: hesitant .
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: no . gross much !
77. Drank hard liquor: no .
78. Lost glasses/contacts: no .
79. Sex on first date: ewwww . no way !
80. Broken someone's heart: yes but only once .
82. Been arrested: no .
83. Turned someone down: yes .
84. Cried when someone died: yes . that's for sure .
85. Fallen for a friend?: yes .
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: yes for 99.99%
87. Miracles: yes .
88. Love at first sight: not really .
89. Heaven: yes .
90. Santa Claus: no . LOL !
91. Kiss on the first date: Kinda .
92. Angels: yes .
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. lesbo or gay?: non .
95. Did you sing today?: yes , almost everday i sing :)
96. Ever cheated on somebody? yes gua .
97. If you could go back in time: 2008
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: 09092009 , the day i got broken down .
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: depends
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: yes :)
The way you type a "haha" can determine the conversation . Such as :
ha ha = sarcastic
hah = shut the fuck up
ha… ha.. = awkward laugh
bahahahaha = good shit
ahahaha = oh thats funny
hahahahhahahahah = what even?
haha = I smiled
hahahah (if it ends with an h) = umm..
hahahaha (if it ends with an a) = okay..
ha ha = sarcastic
hah = shut the fuck up
ha… ha.. = awkward laugh
bahahahaha = good shit
ahahaha = oh thats funny
hahahahhahahahah = what even?
haha = I smiled
hahahah (if it ends with an h) = umm..
hahahaha (if it ends with an a) = okay..
Saturday, September 4, 2010
Friday, September 3, 2010
Fallen
Today is kind of cold and moody . He being emo and me being worry maybe because of last nite , i know i should not don't that to him . Is true last night i kind of pissed off . Last night , i'm not in the mood and kind of angry and he worry and shed tears . I'm sorry baby because make you shed tears and now you being emo and quiet not like always . No need to know why i angry last night , only me and him know about it . I'm so stupid because angry on thing that should not be angry . Yes , i'm idiot . I admit it . I regret because
mad at him and now i don't know how to cheer him up , make him smile , make him laugh again like he always do . I can't think at all . My tears falling to my cheek , my face become pale and my body become weak . I won't get some rest until he happy again . I'm just gonna wait him to text me . Today at school , i sleep a lot because teacher didn't care much and most of us just sleep . Nothing extraordinary at school , no high-ing like always do . Oh dear , i'm crying ='( When school bell rings , like always my mom already wait for me at outside of school but today didn't saw him . Kind feeling sad . Arrived at home , i direct text him but his text totally cold and no mood , i can feel that even he said that he fine .What happen between us ? I keep thinking and i know that is all my fault . Now feeling guilty and useless
P.S , Adelson Teu , i'm sorry about last night . I know i should not being angry . I know what ask me to do is for my own good . I totally regret with what had i done . I wish i can turn back time and prevent myself being angry but now already too late . I feel like i'm losing you . I hope you will cheer up like always . I'm sorry ='(
mad at him and now i don't know how to cheer him up , make him smile , make him laugh again like he always do . I can't think at all . My tears falling to my cheek , my face become pale and my body become weak . I won't get some rest until he happy again . I'm just gonna wait him to text me . Today at school , i sleep a lot because teacher didn't care much and most of us just sleep . Nothing extraordinary at school , no high-ing like always do . Oh dear , i'm crying ='( When school bell rings , like always my mom already wait for me at outside of school but today didn't saw him . Kind feeling sad . Arrived at home , i direct text him but his text totally cold and no mood , i can feel that even he said that he fine .What happen between us ? I keep thinking and i know that is all my fault . Now feeling guilty and useless
P.S , Adelson Teu , i'm sorry about last night . I know i should not being angry . I know what ask me to do is for my own good . I totally regret with what had i done . I wish i can turn back time and prevent myself being angry but now already too late . I feel like i'm losing you . I hope you will cheer up like always . I'm sorry ='(
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