Flying Thoughts

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Forgive Me , Adelson Teu .

I'm sorry

Forgive me , please don't be emo again .

I feel that i'm a bad girlfriend because i always make him emo and emo and emo . I totally a jerk , i feel very bad . I really regret it for what have i done , i stupid much to make him emo . I should not show my negative feeling toward him because it also will affect him as well . Oh God , i'm do a lot of mistake toward him , i really sorry for all my mistake , i shouldn't do so but is already too late to erase the mistake . I promise won't make him emo again but still . I truly regret about it . Once again , i strongly will change time by time and won't make the same mistake again . Mark my word !

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

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♥ again

I want to wake up next to you , eat breakfast with you , play computer games with you , watching movies with you in bed , hold your hand and watch tv , send you cute texts , buy you gifts , nap together , wear your comfy hoody when i'm cold , look into your eyes , be with you at sunrise and sunset , cook for you , walk in the rain with you , fall asleep whilst on the phone to you , snuggle in bed , mess up your hair , kiss you goodnight and in the early morning .

Monday, December 27, 2010

♥

Adelson Teu

I LOVE YOU

♥

Where can buy this tee ?

♥

Everytime . I think about you my heart beaks in half . I want to be with you more than anything in the world . Every 11:11 , i wish for you . I truly believe that we are perfect for each other and completely meant to be . Nobody understood me like you did and i could be my complete self around you . I never worried about a thing when i was with you , i miss you so much . The thought of us not being together is actually
physically hurts . I can feel my heart breaking inside my chest and you have no idea . I stay up hours thinking of about you , us , everything we had . I wish for nothing more than you to be my beloved . You are so perfect form me and yet the right one for me . You always make sure that me know that you love me and so do i . You just really patient with me and understand me and so do i . I want the whole world to know that i love you . You always say " wo ai ni , wo xiang ni , wo yao ni " just to remind me and you really meant it . I just never get tired of it , and i never will and i will also say like that . I'm really lucky and you also lucky i know that because i found a best buddy which turn out to be my beloved . You just made my dream come true . I will always be patient with you and get use with every kind of condition . I promise to tell everything and all the promise that i had made i will keep till eternity . I will always believe the magic and miracle in our relationship . I will hold on our relationship because no one can take it from us and this love is ours for eternity . I still remember the relationship that we built from the day we knew each other until now , and our relationship will go further more . Trust me , it will . I'm here . I love you . There's nothing you can do to lose my love . I will protect you . I will non stop loving you and missing you . 100% of me love about you . I needed you so much . You always try to make me smile when i'm down . Holds my hand in the right time . My minds wonder a lot but it always find a way to you . I miss snuggle next to you , lie on your side . I totally miss all the moment we had together . i love you and i'm yours .

Awwww , so SWEET♥

BOY : ABC
GIRL : huh?!
BOY : Always Be Careful
GIRL : ahh. and then?
BOY : DEFG
GIRL : what?
BOY : Don’t Ever Forget Girl
GIRL : forget that?
BOY : i’m HI.
GIRL : huh?
BOY : Happy Inlove
GIRL : so?
BOY : JKLM
GIRL : and what that suppose to mean?
BOY : Just Keep Loving Me.
GIRL : so how about? NOPQRSTUVWXYZ?BOY : (stop and think)
BOY : No Other Person Quite Reasonable Shall Treat U Very Well Xceptme,
You’ll Zee!

Next Year 2011

What should i do for next year while waiting result to come out ?

Should i go and find a work for temporally ?

Mey did suggest and ask and want to together with her but i still not sure about this . Since i already register to take car license and class will start on 2 January 2011 . 5 hours class .

Should i go and holiday at anywhere ?

I feel like wanna go on holiday at Kota Kinabalu on January or February but still need conformation from parents since parents still treat me like a kid or baby perhaps . By the way , i found interesting activities at there which really fun .

Hang out ?

This really normal for me . Hang out with adel and friends which i always do . But sometime depends on condition .

I totally run out of idea , any suggestion ?

Changed

From now on , i will start and change myself step by step . I will try to get use with every condition . It seem no easy to change , but i dare to take the challenge to change . But my heart and feeling won't change and it will stay the same . This lately i do some thinking , actually not some but much . Finally , i figure out which should and shouldn't and i already understand now . I love being very understanding person . Then , me and mey being friend again , she the one text me first and so on . Glad that we friend again and thanks for adel also . Adel , i'm sorry about what i had done and say about last night and everything . I shouldn't not act like that . I'm really sorry . What i did really stupid and i regret it and won't happen again . I promise .

Sunday, December 26, 2010

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Mood of Today

: I'm sick and ill .

: I'm lonely .

: I'm alone .

: I'm empty .

: I'm sumo-ing .

: I'm missing him .

: I'm crying .

Untitled

Actually i don't know wanna blog about what . I keep thinking but didn't get through want to blog what .

After the biggie exam , i get the freedom that i want but feel alone and lonely and easy to get bored . Friend keep plan go here and there but didn't work it out at all . My friend from other school also ask me to plan , but i also where to go and have fun . My mind is mess up . This lately just go to dad workplace which being force to go there , at there is damn bored because hard to find signal in the mean time got internet which is IP Star . Faster than my berukband . But i still feel bored at there . I want to hang out but don't know to where and with who . I got friend but sometime they got event or anything else . If hang out with adel , need to wait for the right time . But nevermind , i already thankful enough because can hang out . I don't mind sit at home , do housework , do nothing or read the book . I kinda get use to the situation . I feel get use being alone and lonely but nothing to worry . I'm still me , the same old me . I'm a loner again . Is nobody fault i be like this . I'm just missing adel very much . That's all . Miss him until fall sick , but i will get well soon . I will wait him patiently , is worth to wait by the way . I love him so much more ! Don't know how to describe my feeling into word . There's nothing else i can say . OUT .

Mini Cooper

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Merry Christmas to You

Adelson Teu , Merry Christmas to you .

I know is too early to wish you but i just want to be the first to wish you . You won't mind right ? Hope you get want you want or need . Enjoy your vacation , okey ? I just glad for having you in my life and i love you .

MWAH !

Note for You part 5

Cutie Pie ,

Finally , i got freedom that i and we been waiting for . About what my sister say , don't be worry about it . Sooner they will forget about it , we still can hang out like we always do . Don't worry . Today i'm going to register license and shop for few things . This evening dad force go to his workplace again , Christmas then only will be back . I will contact you , you won't be lonely , bored . We may seldom contact because you also busy with family vacation and me the line not really clear . But i still will contact you everyday . I understand you , you understand me . We together understand each other . As long we don't change our feeling toward each other . I love you just the way you are . I won't leave you . You're really really important to me . Text me when you're not busy . MWAH !

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Kisses

MWAH

25 Kisses for you as 25 is our lucky number .

Me and You = Us

Adelson Teu ,

He going to Kota Kinabalu tomorrow early in the morning around 4am . He going to there for 4 or 5 days . He should enjoy with his family by the way he already finish his STPM , so he should relax his mind . He should not be so worry about his beloved become bored or etc . He sure will be missing her damn much . He should get rid of the pimple that he keep complain about . LOL xD But he should not enjoy until forget the world and should not be naughty . Haha xD He promise that he will try the his best to contact and won't change his feeling . He always keep his promise and be true to his word .

Amanda Kong ,

As for me , tomorrow i got my last paper then will finish and my parents will be back from Kuala Lumpur and bring along the gift that they had bought for me which is white sling handbag . I can't wait to see it . In the mean time , for tomorrow paper pray to God and give the best answer from what have i learn . After that , i will be patient waiting for his return from Kota Kinabalu . If he can't contact me , i will understand because he may busy doing stuff and i will try to do stuff that didn't make me bored till death . Nothing to worry about actually . I will keep your promise that you made . I also promise that i won't change my feeling and won't be naughty . One more , you should not be guilty at all because you ain't guilty at all by the way is family vacation . I'll be understanding person . As soon you return , we will hang out together again like we always do as you said . You take care at there and i'm at here will take care too .

I love you , MWAH .

Saturday, December 18, 2010

And yet is this just adorable ?

I took quiz at :http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Friday, December 17, 2010

Is almost the end of 2010 , and 2011 is coming in the corner .

Watermelon in VANS .

Thursday, December 16, 2010

love the nails \m/

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Forgive Me , Adelson Teu .

Here it goes again and again

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

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♥ again

Monday, December 27, 2010

♥

♥

Awwww , so SWEET♥

Next Year 2011

Changed

Sunday, December 26, 2010

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Mood of Today

Untitled

Mini Cooper

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Merry Christmas to You

Note for You part 5

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Kisses

Me and You = Us

Saturday, December 18, 2010

I took quiz at :http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

formspring.me

what u all do when someone u love break u heart ?

hye . followed u . [^_^]

u think u handsome/pretty..?

who ue love ? .

do ue love me so much ? . hihi :)

Friday, December 17, 2010

Thursday, December 16, 2010