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Monday, April 25, 2011
One Day
One day, you can leave me behind.
One day, you run away from me.
One day, you will realize that i'm your soul mate for eternity.
One day, you will regret for not having me as your soul mate.
One day, you will realize that you are too late to have me as your soul mate.
Because i'm
Will not live for eternity at here,
Therefore find me before,
I go to beside God.
This wording I still remember in my mind because I create this when I was sixteen . My friend say , this wording the meaning so deep . I'm just like to create wording .
One day, you run away from me.
One day, you will realize that i'm your soul mate for eternity.
One day, you will regret for not having me as your soul mate.
One day, you will realize that you are too late to have me as your soul mate.
Because i'm
Will not live for eternity at here,
Therefore find me before,
I go to beside God.
This wording I still remember in my mind because I create this when I was sixteen . My friend say , this wording the meaning so deep . I'm just like to create wording .
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Ouch !
Am I silly or what . Eyes keep look all around while the brain think and think . Just stay in room after call from him . How to say , I do love him . For now , seem got big hole inside of it . What should I do to fix or heal it . Maybe because i'm too sensitive and hot temper . I try to control my temper but sometime got thing I can't control . I still like a kid because when got problem that I hardly can solve , I just stay at bed and cry out loud . Well , this is me . What you gonna do about it ? When just now mum talk to me , I barely answer because i'm too sad to answer . Sure he will say to me " Why you want to be sad and cry ? " I still can't get the right answer for that question . Yes , I love you and can't afford to lose you . I'm misarable until hardly can sleep . By the way is not your fault . I cry too hard , that's why I hardly can sleep . Do you still care for me ? Or love me ? Or miss me ?
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Friday, April 8, 2011
Birthstone
My Traditional Birthstone will be Opal and Aquamarine .
My Modern Birthstone will be Opal and Tourmaline .
My Mystical Birthstone will be Jasper .
My Ayurvedic Birthstone will be Opal .
My Modern Birthstone will be Opal and Tourmaline .
My Mystical Birthstone will be Jasper .
My Ayurvedic Birthstone will be Opal .
Let's play survey
What is on your bed right now ?
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- Pillow , teddy bears , blanket .
What's your favorite word or phrase ?
- Be the right one instead the perfect one .
Name 3 people who made you smile today ?
- Son son
- Mom
- Driving teacher .
What were you doing at 8 am this morning ?
- One last driving lesson .
What were you doing 30 minutes ago ?
- Checking FB and Mail .
Have you ever been to another country ?
- Singapore ;]
What is the last thing you said aloud ?
- ARGHHHHH !
What is the best ice cream flavor ?
- Chocolate , yum yum !
What was the last thing you had to drink ?
- Warm milk .
- Chicken curry with rice .
Have you bought any new clothing items this week ?
- No , but i go written down what to buy but saving budget now .
Do you use smiley faces on the computer alot ?
- Yes , kinda :]
What are you doing tomorrow ?
- Deja Vu , fetch grandma at airport .
Look to your left, what do you see ?
- TV , cat statue .
What color is your watch ?
- White indeed .
What do you think of when you think of Australia ?
- Koala bear !
Ever ridden on a roller coaster ?
- Haven't but someday will .
What is your birthstone ?
- Opal .
Last person you talked to on the phone ?
- Son son .
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Thursday, April 7, 2011
Speak French
Je sais que ma tête dure comme une pierre, en fait ce que vous dites est le bon senscar, tôt ou tard nous serons rarement contact et peur de cette i. J'ai peur que rarementavec nous avec ou sans contact, nous faire éloignés les uns des autres, la distance etpeut-être notre sentiment trop. J'ai vraiment peur et ne savent pas ce que je dois faire.chaque fois que vous parler ou de parler à ce sujet, mon esprit direction directe perduet tout ce que je peux penser est peur de te perdre. Je ne peux pas se permettre devous perdre et vous tout pour moi. Je sais qu'un jour ou un jour nous serons confrontés àce genre de situation et que pour moi à peine à accepter la situation ou obtenir une utilisation avec elle le plus vite possible, je ne peux vraiment pas accepter le fait tous en une seule fois. Je ne sais pas ce que je voulais dire pour vous, mais ce que je sais, c'est je t'aime de tout mon cœur et vous aussi le sentiment de la même manière comme j'ai fait. Je sais que plus tard, vous la vie quotidienne sera occupé avec des chosesavantages et je vais essayer de comprendre votre situation. Quant à vous, vous aurezpeut-être utiliser pour cela mais comme pour moi dur et vous aussi me connaissentbien. Je ne vous blâme pas ou dire, c'est de votre faute. Qu'est-ce que vous avez faitdans votre vie, est bon pour vous et a obtenu des avantages. Si vous n'avez pas assez de temps pour le dépenser avec moi, j'essaie d'être compris. Mais l'abandonsentiment, sentiment de solitude, seul sentiment peut-être apparaîtra. Vous ne vous inquiétez pas trop sur moi.
Again
Life is good , too good because of too good is not okay with me . Sometime when life is too good it appear perfect which i kinda dislike what i like is a balance life not too good and not to bad . By time , i grow up and the more i learn to be more mature and i keep on trying to be more mature for the my age now . Childish can't always appear , this attitude only can appear in some of condition . Amanda , you must learn time by time . Yes , i'm not a little girl anymore . But still i still can't promise myself that i can change for what should be change or get use .
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
Deep Inside
Deep inside of me is tearing apart and hurting and getting more hurt . Why keep mention the same topic all over again ? Why ? The impact toward me , so big and i can't hold on to it and don't when i can hold on to it . I face this topic , just by crying . I hardly can pass through the hurt and the deep i fall in . I can't get out of there . I just can't . This is too hard to me , i can be in trauma just because of this . Now i'm half way trauma because he want to give it a try . Better ask him kill me or stab my heart if he want to do so because even he do it , it also like kill me . Amanda , cry all you want and i know if i started cry and it won't stop anymore . This really hurt me , perhaps will got lot of scar in my heart . Cry , cry ,cry and i just can't stop crying .
06042011
The date is yesterday date but only today i can update about yesterday story .
So here i go .
Go out with Him , the kiddo . Hee :D We go to our usual hang out place and eat place . Everything is like usual . But still i still have fun and we also have fun but kinda sad we back home so early and that really awkward . But what can we do , the time so limited . Because of that , we spend as much time that we had . By the way , on the way send me home , we gain new experience and is really make us giggle . Only he know what i mean , right dear ? And what hilarious is kiddo wanna pay bills use card credit but the problem is the cafe doesn't accept credit card dear . Haha ! Well waiting for our next date .
Peace out !
So here i go .
Go out with Him , the kiddo . Hee :D We go to our usual hang out place and eat place . Everything is like usual . But still i still have fun and we also have fun but kinda sad we back home so early and that really awkward . But what can we do , the time so limited . Because of that , we spend as much time that we had . By the way , on the way send me home , we gain new experience and is really make us giggle . Only he know what i mean , right dear ? And what hilarious is kiddo wanna pay bills use card credit but the problem is the cafe doesn't accept credit card dear . Haha ! Well waiting for our next date .
Peace out !
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