Monday, September 6, 2010




Addicted to this ! It is super duper delicious . 

Random-ness

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: latte .
2. Last phone call: adelson O.O
3. Last text message in fb: O.O kiddo
4. Last song you listened to:  Auburn - Perfect Two ( remix )
5. Last time you cried: derrr . .
6. Last time been on a date: 30082010


HAVE YOU EVER:
7. Been cheated on: yes ( many times )
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: hmmm . . dunno .
9. Lost someone special: yes .
10. Been depressed: yes , depressed with O.O
11. Been drunk and threw up:  no =.="


LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. white
13. black
14. pink



THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend: eyup :)
16. Fallen out of love: no =="
17. Laughed until you cried: eyup , happy tears =')
18. Met someone who changed you:  eyup =)
19. Found out who your true friends were: hmm . . not really .
20. Found out someone was talking about you: for stalker , yes .
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: . derrr . . nop .
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life : much but dunno how many .
23. How many kids do you want to have:  2 , perhaps twins . :)
24. Do you have any pets: yes , one cat .
25. Do you want to change your name: not sure yet .
26. What did you do for your last birthday: birthday not yet arrive .
27. What time did you wake up today: around 10 .
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: calling and texting ~.~
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: new stuff for my closet .
30. Last time you saw your Mother: last nite .
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: my horrible past .
32. What are you listening to right now: owl city - vanilla twilight <3
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom:  nop .
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: nothing at all =)
35. Most visited webpage:  Facebook + Blogspot .
36. What's your real name:  Amanda Kong Suk Yin :)
37. Nicknames: Cece or Bebe
38. Relationship Status: In a relationship remix Married <3
39. Zodiac sign: Libra .
40. Male or female?: Female .
41. Elementary?: sjk (c) yuk chin
42. Middle School?: smk convent st ursula .
43. High school/college?: smk convent st ursula .
44. Hair colour: Forever black :)
46. Height: 161cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: crush on O.O
48: What do you like about yourself?: my attitude .
49. Piercings: ear only .
50. Tattoo: ewww . no .
51. Righty or lefty: Righty .




FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: no
53. First piercing: ear
54. First best friend: Farrah
55. First sport you joined: Netball
56. First vacation: Singapore


RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: Fried rice .
60. Drinking: Water .
61. I'm about to: update bloggie
62. Listening to: This is our song by camp rock 2
63. Waiting on: text message .


YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: yes .
65. Get Married?: indeed !
66. Career?: yes .



WHICH IS BETTER
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes ~.~
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
69. Shorter or taller: Both .
70. Older or Younger: Younger .
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic .
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice arms .
73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive .
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship .
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: hesitant .


HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger:  no . gross much !
77. Drank hard liquor: no .
78. Lost glasses/contacts: no .
79. Sex on first date: ewwww . no way !
80. Broken someone's heart: yes but only once .
82. Been arrested: no .
83. Turned someone down: yes .
84. Cried when someone died: yes . that's for sure .
85. Fallen for a friend?: yes .




DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself:  yes for 99.99%
87. Miracles: yes .
88. Love at first sight: not really .
89. Heaven:  yes .
90. Santa Claus: no . LOL !
91. Kiss on the first date: Kinda .
92. Angels: yes .


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. lesbo or gay?: non .
95. Did you sing today?: yes , almost everday i sing :)
96. Ever cheated on somebody?  yes gua .
97. If you could go back in time: 2008
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: 09092009 , the day i got broken down .
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: depends
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: yes :)
The way you type a "haha" can determine the conversation . Such as :



ha ha = sarcastic
hah = shut the fuck up
ha… ha.. = awkward laugh
bahahahaha = good shit
ahahaha = oh thats funny
hahahahhahahahah = what even?
haha = I smiled
hahahah (if it ends with an h) = umm..
hahahaha (if it ends with an a) = okay..

Friday, September 3, 2010

Non - Active



NON-ACTIVE IN FACEBOOK FOR A WHILE 

Fallen

Today is kind of cold and moody . He being emo and me being worry maybe because of last nite , i know i should not don't that to him . Is true last night i kind of pissed off . Last night , i'm not in the mood and kind of angry and he worry and shed tears . I'm sorry baby because make you shed tears and now you being emo and quiet not like always . No need to know why i angry last night , only me and him know about it . I'm so stupid because angry on thing that should not be angry . Yes , i'm idiot . I admit it . I regret because
mad at him and now i don't know how to cheer him up , make him smile , make him laugh again like he always do . I can't think at all . My tears falling to my cheek , my face become pale and my body become weak . I won't get some rest until he happy again . I'm just gonna wait him to text me . Today at school , i sleep a lot because teacher didn't care much and most of us just sleep . Nothing extraordinary at school , no high-ing like always do . Oh dear , i'm crying ='(  When school bell rings , like always my mom already wait for me at outside of school but today didn't saw him . Kind feeling sad . Arrived at home , i direct text him but his text totally cold and no mood , i can feel that even he said that he fine .What happen between us ? I keep thinking and i know that is all my fault . Now feeling guilty and useless





P.S , Adelson Teu , i'm sorry about last night . I know i should not being angry . I know what ask me to do is for my own good . I totally regret with what had i done . I wish i can turn back time and prevent myself being angry but now already too late . I feel like i'm losing you . I hope you will cheer up like always . I'm sorry ='(

Thursday, August 26, 2010

26 August 2010 ♥

Today is our day . Lovin' the everyday that i with him . Loving him every beat of my heart and gonna love him till my heart stop beating . I will be with him first and last . I only want him be in my heart no one else . I wanna make our relationship last for eternity . He's the key to my heart . He totally drive me crazy . I'm totally speechless .





I Love Adelson Teu ♥

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Memorable Date with Adelson




16072010♥
we knew each other 

25072010♥
our first met at library 

07082010♥
our first date at Secret Recipe

21082010♥
our second date go for a badminton match

Saturday, August 21, 2010

Badminton Match

Today was a fairytale ! Awwww , i smile even brighter and flawness if i remind with what happen today . I just far too happy and super duper ! Today i got badminton match with adelson and my cousin , mayvis . Yay , only three of us . Last night i hardly can sleep , because thinking about upcoming badminton match and meeting with adelson . So in the morning , i wake up around 4am , so early , so i play PS2 for a while glad my mom didn't mad at me for playing PS2 . After play PS2 , around 6am , i get my breakie that mean breakfast . I just have biscuit and latte as breakfast . Simple isn't ? After breakfast , i do housework as usual if not sure my mom will mad . Then , finish all my work , i take my bath then get ready go to my cousin house . Wait for adelson come and fetch me and my cousin . We arrive at court around 9 am . I play with my cousin first then with adelson . Adelson laugh at me and i laugh at him . LOL ! Kinda funny . As the result , he will against me in other meaning i lose to him . I owe him a hug . We only play for one hour if play for another two hour , my shoulder will become more injure . During play with adelson , i injure my right knee but not so bad . After finish playing , we go home to my cousin house and send her to school then adelson send me home but just drop me at back of the shop , After arrive there , i feel like wanted don't want go home , wanna be longer with him , he also same with me . Keep saying 'don't go first' . We chit chat a lot in car , he keep looking to my eyes , and that make my face turn red . Then i sing for him Perfect Two . I can't stop smiling and laughing . I'm so happy everytime with him not every time i guess but every beat of my heart . We getting more closer and closer . But anyway , i happy enough and don't know describe my happiness .


Sunday, August 15, 2010

Sing to me

Enrique Iglesias - Hero


Would you dance if I asked you to dance
Would you run and never look back 
Would you cry if you saw me crying 
Would you save my soul tonight
Would you tremble if I touched your lips 
Would you laugh oh please tell me this 
Now would you die for the one you love 
Hold me in your arms tonight

I can be your hero baby 
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever 
You can take my breath away

Would you swear that you'll always be mine
Would you lie would you run and hide
Am I in too deep have I lost my mind 
Well I don't care you're here tonight

I can be your hero baby 
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

Ohhh I just wanna hold you, 
I just wanna hold you, oh yeah
Am I in too deep have I lost my mind 
Well I don't care you're here tonight

I can be your hero baby 
I can kiss away the pain
(Ohhhhhhhhhhhh yeah)
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

I can be your hero
I can kiss away the pain
And I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away
You can take my breath away
I can be your hero

Us


This post is only about us in other meaning is dedicated to us . Where should i start then ? Gonna story from that day we knew each other . We knew each other on 16 July 2010 . We met on facebook , that time i add him as my friend . Then he started to IM me , he said ' you the one follow naz car just now ? ' then i said ' yes ' . Actually i didn't realize him on back of naz car .  Then i said to him ' how you recognize me ? ' he said ' i recognize your spec ' I just smile and laugh . Thus , we started to introduce ourself in chatbox . He is mix blood same as me . What i can't believe is both of us have many similarities . So funny but cool . I never met a person that have similarities with me . He the first person , sure he will be happy if he knew .  He keep say me that i am unique and cute . Then i will say back not cute but ordinary . He still say the same thing =) Awww  . . . We chit chat in chatbox then we started to text . From texting , i knew a lot about him and he also know lot about me . We texting like a couple but actually me and him just best friend or best buddy . Talking about best buddy , i got a friend keep say the same thing ' now is best buddy , soon will be buddy love . But people and friend think we are couple , so we just let it be and as long as both of us know what happening between us . As long we happy together ^.^ . We almost texting for 24hour . LOL . After a few week , i guess , i confess to him about my feeling toward him , he just like speechless . I confess to him because i want him to know what i feel to him . Glad that he also got the same feeling as i do . I am very glad on that time . He shorter than me and lighter than me . But i don't care . He like little kiddo but i likely . I love to see him wearing his white spec . Awww ! Our first meet i mean face to face , was at the library . That was on Tuesday , he got biology tuition .O ya , biology is his favorite even things that about science will be his favorite .  Cool man . He is upper form 6 , this year will be facing STPM and me will be facing SPM . Both of us got big exam this year *sigh . He change me a lot , i been so hardworking in study and guess what i am getting panda eyes . =.= . LMAO ! Our first meet just awhile but id worthy . I am so happy because meet him . Then our second meet is we out to ep and go to eat at secret recipe . Actually not two of us but four of us that is me , him , mey and naz . I didn't nervous at all about go out on date with him , go out on date as best buddy . So naz and mey pick me up at my house , he wait me at the shop , then i get in his car . We start talking and talking . I laugh a lot , he just stay cool most of the time . Glad that i'm not the kind easily get bored if not sure i will piss off . Haha ! We went to ep , walk and walk suddenly i felt tired so i put my arm at his back . Sure he will be panic . I feel comfortable when with him , don't know why . After walk around at ep , we went to secret recipe . Secret recipe was full house , glad that they manage got four empty seat . He sit beside me , then we order . Guess what , he follow what i order , he said want to eat what unique people eat . I laugh and smile . We snap two picture of us . Such a sweet memory that i had in my life . He sent me home on around 5pm . After that we seldom meet because fasting month is coming . But just now in the afternoon , we see each other from far distance , i real happy can see him with his white spec ^.^ . What can i say about him is he light up my life . Make me happy everyday . Make me laugh and smile every second . Thank you for be in my life . Je t'aime !

Saturday, August 14, 2010

Fasting Month plus Excel



Yeap =) . August is here and is fasting month . Wow , time pass so fast . . Vrooooommmmmm . . . Fast like F1 . LOL ! Today is the fourth day of fasting and i already two day didn't fasting *sigh . Stop talking about fasting . Hope time pass even faster , i can't wait till raya . After raya , october will coming soon , can't wait for my birthday . I'm gonna celebrate big bash party ! In the mean time , i need to bake a homemade cheese cake for Adelson Teu =) . Excel ? Yay , already two week i study for this second excel , i scare that still not enough study . I drink a lot of latte just for keep me awake at night to study . I totally exhausted , i didn't get enough rest . Sure i will pass out just like when i study hard for first excel . Then adel , also got excel on wednesday . Adel , must study hard . Don't be lazy . I miss the moment that we had together even we just best friend but i feel like more than best friend . Yeap , i can't denied my feeling . I love having you around me all the time . Feel like wanted to give you a big hug , yay i miss you ! Maybe , after this i will less update my blog . Bye =)

Saturday, August 7, 2010

Double Plan of Today

First plan is in the morning that is Shooting Training .

Our school is the first start the shooting , i was in the second group . I scare enough with the noise . Gggrrr but was a fun . I only got 5 target on the board , but it was great better than none . LOL ! Nothing much to say about shooting days but i think i laugh too hard when on the way to shooting place and on the way back to school . Yes , i laugh non stop until my stomach hurt badly . This is all because the van got a sticker called 'Uncle Chang 8' , this van keep following us because we keep asking to follow our back . LMAO xD . But before the shooting training start , me and mey and my other friend keep snapshot . Still thinking about the shooting training . After the shooting training , my right shoulder in pain so much , the pain that i can't imagined . Later i will upload few picture at shooting training in my blog and facebook . Just wait for it .


Second plan in the evening is Going out with adel , naz , mey and went to Secret Recipe .

This plan was the best ever in my life ! I'm super duper happy till don't know how to describe my feeling . Awww , meet with adel . Bebe likely , i also know adel also likely . LMAO xD . Right or not adel ? I order the cappuccino cheese cake , he also same with me but our latte not the same . I don't where i get the guts to touch his hair , put my hand on his shoulder and etc . I just being myself . We speak in three different language such as chinese , malay and english , just like remix . LOL ! Quiet funny . But lovin' it . His friend is in curious mood and keep thinking that me and adel is couple . OMG ! But nevermind , only me and adel know what is happening between us . Am i right , O.O ? Awww , he drive me crazy everday ! He make me smile and laugh everday . Make me more happier and happier . Sure i will miss him if we seldom contact . Picture i will upload one into blog the rest look in my facebook .


 

p/s : sweetest moment !

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Happiest Life Ever


Hello mello dello jello =) As i know , nowdays i far too happy . But i likely being like this , smille bright everday .  Awww . . Where should i start to story ? *thinking . . . I'm gonna start with yesterday story . In the morning i went to school like usual , smile alone in class but no one realize that i smiling alone . =D . Then back from school , poor my mom . She seems very busy deal with her visa and payment but i was there to help her . After finish deal with her visa , we went to library because i wanted to ask more information about library card . Guess what ? Who i met ? OMG ! Adel the cina mata bulat O.O . 




We just chit chat for a while . He was wearing white spec . He is cute but unique . Same as me . LOL . Even we just met for a while , i feel thankful and happy . My feeling was so high . After that i can't stop thinking about him . Last night i just slept for 3 hours , the reason is first is i miss him too much , second is i got homework to do . Truly i never felt like this before , i will appreciate for eternity . I glad that both of us have the same feeling , the feeling that only both of us know . Awww , mata bulat , you light up my life and you make me smile bright everyday . I lovin' you be in my life !


Today ? Nothing special . Just smiling alone again and again . I keep singing Justin Bieber - Down To Earth and Before The Morning . I lovin' that song !