It's a Joy

My oh my , i miss my bloggie like a lot peeps .

Oh crap , is my fault for no keeping update in bloggie for all the time but there's other things which is important for me so i put aside bloggie for a while .Where should i start to story ?

First , i gotta tell is there so much happening in my entire life for this year , for example meeting new friend which turn out be my best bud , i gain weight , my hair is grow longer and so on and so on .

On the month of june , 2011 , i get to knew with this guy name Asyraf which i used to call him till now "kilik" later i will tell why i call him like that . We been best bud for 5 month and a half . Now here the reason why i call him kilik which shown at below :

- He incredible funny .
- He fun to be with .
- He "satu kepala" with me .

Well that the reason .

Futhermore , my holiday school homework still halfway there but i will finish it in two weeks . Mark my word .

Insecure

Dush dush dush , *wipping blog* .


Dearest Reader ,
How you all doing ? It's been so long "Flaws and Imperfections" blog , well is my bloggie which already been late update from the busy owner [busy schooling] . Most of all , i'm sorry for delay in update my blog but I wonder will there a person or someone keep track on my blog or read it ? Hopefully got since i'm not as smart as other girl in doing blog and my content maybe pretty bored for you all . But too bad I don't mind what you all think about my blog . I can say whatever I want . School holidays , will be start on 13 of November but try to guess what kind of holidays I will be having ? It will be a 'Homeworklidays' for me when teacher keep give task , holiday work and so on . What can I say , next year I will be sit for STPM thats why . And yet freedom I didn't gain yet until I done with STPM . Talking about school , let me story a bit about excel I had few past week ago , let me say is really tough but all I hope is I can get 2.5 pointer and above [is a must] . On 26 October , Leon passed away I really don't want to say what happen because I really sad when I think of Leon . Now Leon is rest in peace . My body weight seem dropping , I got eating issue . I didn't get enough of sleep as I used to be . This is all because for study all of the form six subject . Hopefully my effort will give me a good outcome . How's my life ? Hmm , is pretty cool and steady . Nothing ordinary just deja vu everyday but I still feeling insecure all the time and I don't know why and yet have faith and believe it .

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This could not be good , you tell me .

I freaking can't sleep now even eyes damn heavy now but still the brain feeling fresh . If I didn't get this sleep even for few hour , for sure tomorrow morning my eyes will be a panda eyes . Some more , later at 3am I need to wake up and study again . Well this is the life of pre U , says hello to it . Even I get myself to this far or point , I never feel regret for making this choice . Instead I just try my best to get the great result . I got my very own purpose now which is strongly will make myself stand on and keep on studying . Actually , sometime some of it still in mind but just move on . Meet the brand new me . Guess , I suggest my mum that I want to cut my hair short , she like ' HAH , jgn la ptg syg rmbut ' and I reply ' ma , gurau je la ' and she like ' u ar ' and I just laugh . See , my mum scare when I say what to cut my hair short , same with my cousin and friend . Haha , kinda funny actually . Now , is 10:44pm going try to sleep .

P/S : Have faith to give the best answer for tomorrow exam .

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Take my awful sleep but before that prayer first . After all that , sleep for 3 or 4 hours then wake up study again .

P/S : is raining outside and i'm flu , isn't that awful ? Anyway , get well soon .

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Super Girl

This week is exam week . Chill , don't stress out amanda you can do it . Today , school guess what for every monday for pre U student need wait wait not need but must wear blazzer if go to toilet , canteen or where , only except in class no need to wear . Phew , because of that I keep sweating all day long . But just hold on for 1 year and a half . Pre U seem pretty nice for me , I get along well with the chinese and most of my friend is chinese . Until the malay think I prefer be friend with chinese , what you guys think is wrong . Don't get wrong with me , I friend with all human kind . Haha xD well , go to go . My schelude is super duper tight as you know . Just ask if curious .

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Five October

HEY YOU , YEAH YOU READER MORNING TO YOU PEEPS ! Sorry for yelling at you reader , today is 5 October 2011 this date mean a lot to me because that date is the date i born to earth and that's mean today is my BIRTHDAY . Today woke up at 6.45 am i didn't direct go to the shower room i sit awhile at the living room and watch tv for few hour . At 7.15 am , i went to the kitchen to make my own breakfast even go maid prepare fried noodle i still want to make my own breakfast so i prepare two slice of bread toast spread with butter and drink a cup of tea . After finish my breakfast , i still haven't go to shower room and i still watch tv and i don't know what the heck is so interesting about the show i watch guess what is a singing competition show called " The sing off" , i like this show and that's why my eyes keep stare the tv . At 8.30 am then only i willing to take a shower , after finish my shower i go to online in Facebook and Blogger . Actually is been awhile i didn't update my blog because i busy study to keep enough knowledge in my brain . During my birthday , i didn't celebrate at all . I just be thankful when my family and friends remember and wishing for my birthday , i could not ask for more . And during my birthday , i will be study and dive in my precious form six book . As for now , i searching on net for social and science issue for school homework . There too much to do , but i just try to balance it . Oh well , that all .

Oh no , Leon ='[

From the above picture , perhaps you will recognize that .

The incident sound like this on 14 September 2011 , and i'm not sure what the time is . My beloved pet , Leon and Leila been attacked , and i still don't know what creature attack it . For what i pretty sure is , won't be dog that attack it because if is dog sure will be barking but silent at all . Unfortunately for Leila , it been eaten half of it body and as for Leon , above picture is leon right leg been bitten . 

Beginner

It start now , all the activity that need to be manage by form 6 student and i'm one of them . The first activity will be the Alam Sekitar project . And guess what the teacher like to mention my name and made me involve in make banner use recycle item . Everyday just study and do homework so that i can keep on my track . Tomorrow during MUET , there will be random public speaking , each person with different topic *sigh . My life been busy but not all the time , i busy by adding activity in my daily life include weekends . I enjoy with what i up to . My life just being cool for now , no more negative things . Just positive . But still i haven't have the answer for my prayer but i still will wait patiently . God please , show me the way and answer .

Deeper

Fuhhhhhhh !

It's been a few month be in form six , being comfort with the subject because most of the teacher that teach us with enjoy way but only micro teacher make us sleepy a bit . So far all my homework and study is stable enough . But if come about quiz , I start my engine during teacher ask and let my brain connect then only answer it .

Ahhhhhhh !

I'm gain too much weight but my face and body slowly get chubby , I think i'm just 'berat tulang' , haha poor me but mum said nevermind just eat all you can . And guess what , i'm become food lover , when talk with friend just talk about food and drinks . Beside that , I still need to wait for 3 month for the result .


P/S : Everyday pray for the same thing .

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Way to go

Yeah , finally I make it as I pray for . Thanks God for granted my prayer that I pray everyday and this make me keep on being strong more that ever , you give me the strength to go through every challege of life . For now , be silent so won't make up problem or mistake , only talkactive during presentation at school . The life for now , no lies , got biggest secret ever , no fake . Just got original , ordinary and unique . Guess what , I will be joining the Interact Club , perhaps from there I can meet more new friends . Another thing is I will be apply for sponsorship to study at oversea .

P/S : Reader and viewer , please pray for me especially my health condition and the application that I had apply ( i'm not begging for sympathy )

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Everyday

Everyday life , let start with school , yes i'm now a form six student and i can't even imagine i aim for STPM studied . So far i get along well in this studied and stable enough with the homework and etc. When come to presentation especially for MUET subject i'm the one do most of the work , so unfair . Enough with form six , not much to say . Next is life , the life i having know is so far so good but the other part only God know about it . I'm still live it up with strength . Now everyday become my prayer , and everyday i pray for the question in my head which i don't know what is the answer until now i haven't get the right answer but i will wait patiently .

Stomach make sound .

That's all for tonight , got before post i say i want to talk about Angry Bird right but need more time for it . i been busy with school stuff , perhaps tomorrow i will talk about it .

Fly more higher and higher .

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Gggrrr , crazy of headband !

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Never ignore anybody who cares for you because one day you will realize that you lost a diamond while you were busy collecting stones

If you cannot be a pencil to write anyone's HAPPINESS then TRY at least to be a nice RUBBER to ERASE Everyone's SORROWS.

 Never change your originality for the sake of others because in this world no one can play your role better than you.

Free run

There's i go at night,
keep running from things that i can't run away from,
being strong or weak,
strong will be my choice,
but still heavy heart,
but things will change,
what will happen next,
no one can predict,
everyday is a new day,
full with bless,
get the strength,
start a life.

School

Hell yeah , finally i had to decide to move on with form six and drop my foundation corse . Just wish that form six is better pathway for me , so why not i go for it and accomplish it . Tomorrow school re-open , here come the homework and assignment high like mountain , seem that i need to kick my butt to work more harder than before . Even still lot of pressure , i wish i still can release some of my pressure in brain .
Oh by the way , my hairdresser ask me to cut my hair to short and i was like whoa , that's not gonna happen , well the short hair that he recommend to me is indeed cute and suit with my face and perhaps make me look chubby a bit . But no no no , i won't cut my hair to short . I prefer let my hair grow till my waist and wait for my bangs same grow to my shoulder . That's my goal for hair .
Now most of my spare time , i do karaoke and searching for new trick for bloggie . Other than that , i still finding for new recipe in baking and cooking . Yeah , i still have the heart of learning something or making something new . I just never getting tired or bored of it . Please faster come the season of durian , i want to make homemade durian cheese cake . If this season already arrive , do tell me .



P/S : Stay tune for the next post , it will be a post about Angry Bird

Pressure

What the hack ? I thought i can further study to where i wanna be . But guess what , unlucky for me parents change their mind not to let me further study and ask me to stay in form six . I'm really disappointed because i want to study at Inti so badly . Everything is now crash *sigh . Form six is really hard for me , the homework heavy much , just too much need to carry . My brain had enough pressure . Parents thought form six is easy but actually not . They thought form six is easier than foundation course . If i can't get great result in my STPM , also same i can't further study to bachelor level . Arggghhhh , feel really sad right now