Say What ?

I'm so tired and my whole body is in pain . Stop yelling at me , mom . *sigh . I get it . I know what i should do . Don't keep control me , i can't stand it . Study still be the first in my life , i won't forget that . But i just need some privacy and to release my tension . Let me online for a few days , it will calm my mind . Please . I know i will sit for SPM this year . School ? Got a lot homework to do then go to decorate the class . Damn that class teacher keep force us to decorate the class . Not that we don't want decorate the class , is just we got too much homework , can't teacher understand our situation ? What a life as teenager , every year grow older and older . Life challenge getting harder and harder , when will i get peace ?  I want peaceful . Sickness ? Well no improvement about my sickness , is getting worse . I got one new medicine , because of the new medicine my whole body is in pain , the effect i guess . I just need to keep strong to past trough day by day of my life . Asroy ? Our relationship is going strong and happy all the time . But sometime he like to big joke and that kinda annoy me but i just be patient .  Sonsyafeeq ? Well we just being friend like mother and son , is kind of cute . Can you still call me ' mumysepet ' ? I miss when you call me like that , i like it so much . Akiey ? He just being my lazy brother . He still didn't get his haircut but he says he will get his haircut on March when he go to kk . Last few days , he told me that he has a kind of feeling toward a girl . Haha . My brother is falling in love . =) My BFF ? Is great having them around me and in my life , i'm happy with them . Sorry girls , i didn't have the time to hang out with you all but if i free i will hang out with you all , i promsise . Well that all . Thank for reading my blog .

Take Notice

For this few days or weeks , i will seldom online in blogspot or facebook . 

I'm sorry for the reader because i seldom update my blog .

Hope you all understand .

but

ASAP i will update my blog .

Sincerely by 

bebe

Holiday

Hello , hello , hello . I'm gonna paste a post that is real short .Yes is holiday of CNY and today is valentine days but i'm not celebrating valentine even i have a bf . Yes i can get more bucks yaayaaya , i can buy what i want now . By the way , i will going to sandakan with my cousin . Last night my cousin keep asking me the same question " do you go to sandakan " . *sigh . Then i say yes , is kind of annoying but nevermind lol . Yesterday i cut my hair at salon then went back home my mum cut my hair to repair it . After that i suddenly i get a high fever until night , it's because the effect of the vitamin i ate .

Soon , i guess

 

Never knew i get this kind of things . The effect in my body started to came out , i can feel it and it totally killing me . Damn it , am i going to die soon ? This question keep appear in my mind but i gonna try to think about that and started to think the bright side . Yeah , think of the bright side will calm me down . The result no come out yet . *sigh . Calm down girl , relax , chill out . It's gonna be okay . Well CNY is near , can't wait , eat , eat and eat . Haha , since now i started to eat a lot . Dunno why i be like that but don't worry , my weight not easily gain . But i guess u can't eat a lot , my mom will control my eating habit's . Still got one more things to buy that is skinny pant . That's all . My eyes started to get a eyebags because this lately i didn't sleep well or earlier because wanna finnish my homework . Super duper exhausted , mami when we went to do facial ?  

Cause bebe don't care

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Hey yay ... Bebe is talking at here or typing  here . Gonna start blogging now so pay attention . CNY is coming now , can't wait to get the bucks . This saturday all of my family part of my dad will gather at my aunt house to have a big dinner , gonna eat delicious food cook by my grandmother . Yummy ! Well about going to sandakan and go to island , is been cancel . So this CNY holiday , i just stay at tawau , felt kinda bored but nevermind i will get more time to finish my school work that given by teacher . Got a lot homework , gonna be patient to do all that . By the way what is love for me , what is the meaning of love ? I don't what is love . Every step i take , every move i make , i lost with no directions . They way to move forward already vanish in my eyes , i can't see the way through other side of the door . I'm stuck right here but keep moving forward but still can't reach the other side of the door . What a suck life , sometime is up sometimes is down . Life is like spinning tire . No one can save me . I still keep taking medicine , i thought start the month of February i will stop taking but unfortunately still keep taking medicine . Suffer , suffer and suffer . 

revenir de bebe !

Hello there ! Today i went to town to get my spectacle and i bought a new handbag , a black one . Hard to find a trendy handbag at here but finally i found one , Thank God . Now i'm feeling glad because i get want i want . My spectacle maybe some people will say like NERD but i didn't care at all because i like to wear a large spectacle , and i dunno why i like . I keep thinking what else that i not yet buy but i think is already enough seem that i spend over budget already my parents just keep talking about my budget and complaint that they not yet buy any shirt or pant for CNY of this year . I just tell them , why didn't go buy some then they say didn't have the time to shop . I'm like OMG ! But mami and papi don't blame on your children lol . *sigh . I miss my babyboo ! I wanna meet him again but i didn't get the chance or didn't have free time to meet him . This CNY maybe me and my family and other family will went to sandakan then go to an island . Hope papi decide to go there , i wanna relax my mind at there . So papi please , make it happen . Well about last night is kinda fun because last night is reunion night of 5 person that is childhood friend . I miss them damn much especially yaquti . I sing two song that is Taylor Swift - Today was a fairytale and Two is better than one . My voice didn't sound that good but they ask me to keep singing . Well thank Q for your support my friend .

Bébé , new name .

 Well . Bebe will be my new name . People start call me ' bebe ' , i guess i started to like people call me like that but don't worry i still use my old nickname . And i got new patner in my life , who will stand beside me and give me love and care . His name is Asroy , he 17 . He not a good looking guy but i didn't care much about the look . I like to see when he wearing a nerd glasses , but don't worry baby we will be a nerd couple . Hee =D . So sweet ! Can't wait to meet you again . Yesterday was akiey ' my brother ' birthday , i didn't get the time to buy him a present but i will and i just wish for him and sing a birthday song for him . Is kind of funny . I just can't stop laughing last night . Haha =D . Well today got school , at 10.30 a.m. till 11.30 a.m. we got to decorate the class unfortunately , many of us didn't bring enough material for the decoration and our class teacher scolded us . What i hate most is teacher ask us to stay back on next monday to decoration .*sigh . 1 week till Chinese New Year can't wait to get more buck . Everything new ! Mami i wanna follow aunt to Sandakan and island . I wanna wanna wanna wanna wannna follow . Please please please .