MR.PANDA SECOND LETTER

Mr.PANDA WROTE LETTER FOR ME WHEN WE STILL TOGETHER .


There's only one thing to say ...
Those three words ,
I Love You ...

You Are my everything that i want ..
its all about you ...
everything about you ..

Hunny I Miss you ...
And i will never let you go ..
I wanna hug you ..
I miss your kisses ..

i Love you ..
Yes i do ...
i be with you as long as you want me too ..
Until the end of time ...

I Wanna Be with you 4ever ..

MR.PANDA FIRST LETTER

Mr.PANDA WROTE FOR LETTER FOR ME WHEN WE STILL TOGETHER



i Love you
i miss you ...

We Are Perfect together ..
im happy being with you ..
Hunny so much about you ..

i Like you ...
i Love you ..
i'm crazy about you ..

No one can stop me for Loving you ..
You Are my everthing that i have ..
I don't care what people say about you ..
you and me are one ...
i'll be with you for the rest of My Life ...

We are the most happiest Couple in this world ..

Feeling Apart

After our anniversary pass away and a few month pass away , our relatioship started to apart . Since my phone is gone . We less contact each other but i borrow phone to contact with mr.panda . Mr.panda willing to wait message or call from me . More day pass away , everything is change in mr.panda inner self  , he not the mr.panda i know anymore . Mr.panda has change a lot , he seldom reply my message and didn't no answer my call . Since that i knew something was went wrong , my thought is mr.panda got someone else other that me . Guess what ? My thought came out right , i just can't believe it . Then mr.panda message me that he want to break up and i ask what is the reason , he say my mom doesn't like him but i told him actually my mom love him but mr.panda didn't believe what i say . Other reason is mr.panda say , he want to study first and live alone not love but he was lying to me . Make me so disappoint . My HEART just starting to crashing apart , it is just a very big shock for me . I try to hold on tight my relationship with mr.panda but mr.panda say that his heart already change and don't have feeling to me anymore and ask me to not disturb him anymore . I knew mr.panda doesn't tell me the real reason . Only ALLAH and mr.panda know the real reason why mr.panda do all that to me . My HEART just keep crashing . No one can save me anymore . I try to tied a smile on my face and act nothing happen but it just keep falling down and down again . Mr.panda didn't realize that what he do just make me suffering . My mom take away my one and only TRUE LOVE and HAPPINESS . Mr.panda and my mom never think what i feel . Make me so rile . I knew all this got wisdom behind it . Wish i know what was the wisdom .

Style

Hmmm .. Mr.panda dress style ? Was simple but look so cool and smart . I love to see when mr.panda wear formal shirt , mr.panda look even cute when he wear formal shirt . Mr.panda love to see when i wear ladies shirt , mr.panda say when i wear ladies shirt i look like a japan girl . Mr.panda always say to me when we hang out no need to tie up my hair and just let it blow by the wind like normal . When people say same as what mr.panda say , i directly remind of mr.panda . When mr.panda started indulgent with me , mr.panda attitude become like a child that need people to treat very indulgent just like mr.panda . hehe . Mr.panda like me to treat him like a child but i enjoy and love to treat him like that . Mr.panda love to sleep on my thigh and i love to pass my hand gently on his head . But sometime mr.panda just take my hand and smell my hand . I also love to sleep on mr.panda thigh , i feel comfortable . When i look into mr.panda eyes , i see my happiness in his eyes . I knew that mr.panda is my happiness . I like to pinch mr.panda cheek but mr.panda seem doesn't like it because he say it was hurt . Mr.panda like to pinch my chin and love to look at my chin but for no reason he just like it . I just smile . I like to tickle mr.panda quietly but he so good in avoiding . When mr.panda started to tickle me , i just can't avoid and i just keep laughing . We just like little kid which love to play . Mr.panda love kids very much . Mr.panda favorite home-food is water convolvulus cook with shrimp paste , sardines . Mr.panda favorite drink is horlicks and avocado juice . Mr.panda favorite color is black , red . Mr.panda love to wear black t-shirt .     

Anniversary

is OUR ANNIVERSARY . We celebrate our anniversary by hang out at mall and went for lunch . Guess what mr.panda gave for me ? After finish lunch , mr.panda take out something that not yet unwrapped . Then mr.panda unwrapped the package , and found that it was a beautiful bracelet and written "I LOVE YOU" so sweet and romantic . Mr.panda say let me wear it for you and mr.panda ask which hand . And i say left hand . This is my very first time get a moment like that . I miss that moment . After that , i say thank you . Then we went to town , we stop for a while and mr.panda open his bag and tell me to close my eyes . When he told me to open my eyes , i see a teddy bear . Mr.panda take the teddy bear and use it to kiss my cheek . Mr.panda is a sweet person and always know to cheer me up . I didn't get a anniversary present for mr.panda but mr.panda say nevermind because i already give mr.panda what he need that is happiness , love . When mr.panda say like that to me , i feel something so special about mr.panda that is mr.panda truly love me . I trust mr.panda so much because i love mr.panda so much . Only ALLAH know how much i love mr.panda . I just wish mr.panda will know how much i love him . Truly , i can't live without mr.panda . Mr.panda is my happiness . Finally i find my TRUE LOVE that is MR.PANDA . I so sure about it . In my HEART only got Mr.PANDA name on it and will never ever gone from my HEART .

First Food

We have our very first lunch together , we have lunch just like normal person doesn't control the way i eat or drink either mr.panda also like that . We just chit-chat while we eating , stop eating to laugh for a moment . I enjoy every second with mr.panda . When we have our second lunch , mr.panda buy for me a drink when our meal arrive at our table the worker accidentally drop off my drink onto the floor . Then mr.panda told me , why not so careful put your drink and mr.panda say so what you gonna drink now ? I just say nevermind , no need to drink . When we went for lunch , we doesn't like to sit face to face and we like to sit side to side easy to hold hand or hug . We have our third lunch at PH , we order so many food but we can't finish the food that we order , we just finish half of the food . When time for dessert , we eat ice-cream , i feed mr.panda eat ice-cream . Mr.panda face just like a baby , so cute . After finishing out dessert , we take photo together . When i go back home , mr.panda message me about the lunch . Mr.panda say lucky i had bring extra money to pay the bill and mr.panda just laugh . I also laugh . It was lucky day or not maybe we gonna stay back .  

Feeling

At night mr.panda call me and he told me that this is the first time he got a feeling like this . So i say are you sure and mr.panda say yes i'm so sure . I glad to hear what mr.panda told me . I also first time feel like this . For me this is my FIRST LOVE . Mr.panda also say this is his FIRST LOVE even he have a girlfriend before . It make my HEART melt . Each day my love to mr.panda become more and more and never fade away . This is the love i wanted all my life . Finally i find it and know i get it . Mr.panda always make me smile and laugh all the time . Only mr.panda know how to make me happy till forever . I can't live without mr.panda because mr.panda is my life . I love mr.panda more than anything in this world . My love to mr.panda is pure and royal . I realize i make many mistake and hurt his heart but i truly apologize to mr.panda . Hope mr.panda will forgive me . When i meet mr.panda the rest of the world is gone except mr.panda . When i think of mr.panda , i suddenly smilling alone like a crazy girl . 

Climax

Many thing and moment happen to me and mr.panda . We started to go out together , went to movie . First time i watch movie with mr.panda . I want to pay my ticket but mr.panda say no need to pay and let him pay for me . This is the first time guy ask me out to a date and went to watch movie and that guy is MR.PANDA . I was so happy when i with mr.panda . While we watch movie , i hold mr.panda hand and mr.panda put his arm around my shoulder . That make me feel so safe and calm when i with mr.panda . After the movie , we walk around the town and do nothing just enjoy the moment when i with mr.panda . Even doing nothing as long mr.panda beside me that was enough .

Our Love

After few weeks , mr.panda change his phone number to have the same service with me . So the cost will be cheap . Mr.panda started to bring me to the right way , mr.panda told me what should i do and what shouldn't i do . I follow what mr.panda told me but sometimes i hurt mr.panda feeling and i'm so sorry for hurting mr.panda feeling . I didn't mean to hurt mr.panda feeling it was a accident . But mr.panda forgive me and give me another chance to prove that i can follow what mr.panda teach me and to prove i can change myself . Finally i can change my inner self and i feeling glad . Thanks to mr.panda . After few month pass away , we started fight because of me and my history . Mr.panda wanted to know about my history , i scared to tell all my history . Some of my history i lie to mr.panda and some of my history i tell honestly . When i think and think , i confess the truth of my history to mr.panda because i don't wanna hide anymore . Mr.panda , i'm sorry because i lie to you . After the fight , we get back to happy moment .

Face To Face

It was my first meeting with mr.panda . Make my stomach full of butterfly . I can't wait to meet mr.panda , i call mr.panda and ask where are you now ? Mr.panda say that his already arrived . Then i went to meet mr.panda , we introduce by shake hand , funny right because at that time i'm feeling shy and i knew that mr.panda also shy .

So we started to walk together , we don't talk much . We just walk quietly and don't want to talk about what . Then my friend tall to us why you two wouldn't hold hand then my friend take my hand and mr.panda hand put in together . Since that mr.panda hold tight my hand . It was the moment i waiting for . The life with mr.panda is just calm , happy . Hard to describe only ALLAH know how i feel .

The Love Story Begin

The love story is begin . I and mr.panda start contact each other by calling and message . When i get to know more mr.panda inner self , it was interesting . I realize that mr.panda is no same with other guy . Mr.panda is full of happiness , full of love . We just message for 24 Hour (non-stop) even my finger is tired typing message but is was worthy to message with mr.panda because i always smile when i read mr.panda message . Never get tired of it . That time we still haven't meet face to face just contact by phone . So each other of us don't know how the look is . Actually i really don't care how the look is , is not important at all . The most important is the HEART .

So i care for mr.panda HEART . Since i step into mr.panda life , i find my that my inner self and life was started to change . It change from darkness to lightness , my life is happier .

The Story Begin

It was the day i get to know with mr.panda . It was ought because we get to know each other in phone . That time i realize that i fall in love with mr.panda even i don't know what mr.panda look like but i don't care how mr.panda look as long mr.panda is a great person . We started being friend for 2 weeks or more , mr.panda lies to me about his age but after a day mr.panda confess his real age to me . Mr.panda never lies to me since that , after few day pass away mr.panda friend call me using mr.panda phone and tell me that mr.panda want me to be his SOULMATE . Then i ask mr.panda isn't true and mr.panda say yes , it's true . So i ask about mr.panda look , his friend say don't worry , mr.panda is perfect . So i say to mr.panda that i wanna be his SOULMATE . Mr.panda feeling so happy , i knew it .