CNY is around the corner

February almost arrive , then chinese new year in 2 more days that's mean angpau come come .For sure this year chinese new year not really happening like before used to be because Mayvis family go to Korea and Janice family go to Sandakan . So left Aunt Donna Family and my eldest aunt will come to here at 5 February .   In the mean time  , is become more closer to the result day of SPM . Mine oh mine , time sure past really fast while spending my time do housework and take car license , i didn't go for part time job so i get my pocket money from parents . This year shopping , really really satisfied enough than last year . Now still thinking wanna cut my front hair or not  . Then still discuss with parents about buy a new cellphone . My relationship with kiddo , still strong and full with joy then he almost every night play DOTA . But i won't mind about it , if he want to play just play before play just ask me or inform me . I have new attitude , now i being a real patient person in every situation and i feel totally great . Today went to facial , as i can say is beauty is pain . After done facial , mum fetch me and go to EP , dad and siblings shop at there , in the same time i bump up with Kiddo with his mom . We just chit chat and laugh eyes stare and stare , oh well i miss him damn much , make me wanna go hug and kiss him . He keep say " Why not wear short pant " . Next time , kiddo you will see . All you need is patient like i always do . Stay tune for more story from me . Nights (:

The Reason I Love You

I love you because you make me happy
I love you because you make me feel safe and secure
I love your smile
I love the way you say my name
I love the look in your eyes when you tell me you love me
And how you laugh at me when I do something stupid, when others would put
me down.
I love the fact that when I'm around you I can be myself and not worry
about what you may think of me, because I know you love me for who I am. 
No matter what my faults may be.
I love being able to wake up with you by my side... It makes my days
better
At night I love watching you sleep, hearing you take each breath, and
feeling your heart beat with the palm of my hand... reality hits that you
are not a dream YOU ARE MINE.
I love the way you wrap your arms around me and hold me really tight, like
there is no tomorrow
And I love the way I feel when your lips barely touch mine for a kiss, the
love and emotions that go through me at that moment are unexplainable.
I love your laugh
I love hearing your voice
I love that you get along with my family and friend, no matter how much
you dislike them, or who they are.
And hearing you tell me your stories, you could tell them to me a thousand
times, and I will never get tired of them, because they are a part of you.

But the main reason I love you is because.....

You are you!

From friend to lover

Sometimes I feel sad and sometimes I feel blue but whenever I see you, I'm as happy as can be for you bring a smile upon my face and a feeling of joy within my heart you're like my sunshine in the morning and my stars that glow at night you're like the waves in the ocean the cool breeze in the wind like the call of the birds in the morning dew like the sounds of beauty in the night you see all of these things are of beauty and love that's how I feel whenever you are near for it was the passion and desire from both of us that opened up the world for our eyes to see for our love of each other will grow and grow and our needs and desires will be more everyday for a friend you once were and will always be has turned into love as it should have been so I want you to know as a friend and lover that in my heart and arms you'll always stay for our love for each other will never fade.

Whisper

As I lie here in your sleeping arms No words spoken No sound made Just lying here with you says enough With your arms around me Your breath whispering across my face So warm Yet so cooling Your comfort and Your love surround me You mean so much to me I've never felt love so strong I love looking into your heavenly eyes But not as much as I love to gaze upon your angelic face It fills me up inside With emotions too great to express I want to give you my all Everything I have inside How can I prove my love to you Words just aren't enough You're what I've been waiting for I've been lonely for so long But when I'm with you I know in my heart; my soul, it was worth the wait The stillness breaks Your body awakes You turn over towards me Your eyes open They look into mine They make me glad to be alive To breathe the same air as you To touch you Your soft lips meet mine They whisper words I could live forever in "I love you" My heart melts I return your kiss And the words you speak I return your love And all that you've given to me I love you, my sleeping baby.

A Lonely Tear

There is a tear embedded in my heart
A lonely tear so cold and so dark
A tear is embedded and taken hold
A lonely tear fills my poor empty soul

There is a tear no one can see
A lonely tear sobs in deep misery
A tear with no hope for tomorrow
A lonely tear consumed in hopeless sorrow

There is a tear inside my tortured chest
A lonely tear longing for a gentle caress
A tear is shed for someone to hold
A lonely tear which I cannot control

There is a tear deep inside, so cold
A lonely tear has engulfed my soul
A tear which cries for someone to care
A lonely tear so full of despair

There is a tear which drowns my heart
A lonely tear for a world fallen apart
A tear has been cried with misery and pain
A lonely tear whose love was in vain.

Extraordinary Boy

You’re amazing. Wonderful. Fantastic. Lovely. Exceptional. Marvelous. Incredible. Outstanding. Remarkable. Stupendous. Terrific. Stunning. Glorious. Dynamite. Tremendous. But most of all, you’re extraordinary.

You’ve taken a lost being and turned her into something living again.

You’ve taken this ordinary, dull girl and turned her into, what you believe to be, an angel.

You’ve done more for her than any other single person ever would.

Don’t you see what you have done, boy?

You’ve changed her for the better.

You woke her up.

You opened her eyes.

They had been closed for so long.

Your entire being screams life, love, and happiness.

You know that smile on her face?

That huge, contagious smile?

It’s only there because of you.

That smile is yours.

Forever yours.

You extraordinary boy.

Oh My God , White + White Roses !

p/s : miss chill in pool .

Just For You

Please hug me for the rest of my life .

Just For You

The way you hold my hand makes

me feel that magic no one

in this world could ever define.

Note for You part 6

Baby Adel ,

I can't stop thinking about your smile .

I can't stop thinking about your laugh  .

I can't stop thinking everything about you . 

I just love everything about you and only you .

When I said sorry , believe me I feel it . 

When you see or hear me starting to cry , hold me and tell me everything’s gonna be alright . 

When I ignore you, give me your attention . 

When I’m quiet , ask me what’s wrong . 

When I push or hit you , grab me and don’t let go . 

When I’m mad and I walked away from you , follow me . 

If I didn’t text you , it’s because I’m waiting for you to text me . 

When I say I love you , Don’t doubt . I mean it .

I know you maybe immune to speechless but i know your heart will be touched .

I know you know me well and try to be the best for me .

I know you better than good and best , no need try to be the best for me . 

I love you who you are and be . 

I've always been in love with you , every time i fall in love all over with you .

Everyday i thankful for meeting you , having you ; you the greatest person i ever met .

You always there for me .

I love the fact that you love me as much i love you .

When i'm thinking , my mind will come across you .

I'm happier now , than i ever been , this is all because of you .

The best thing in my life are my head on your chest and your lips touching mine .

We are beyond everything .

Thank you for choosing me .

I love you .

Darling .

Map of New York City

Too much emotion .

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Hyun Bin : That Man Secret Garden OST

han namja-ka keudaereul sarang-hamnida
keu namjaneun yeol-shimhi sarang-hamnida
mae-il keurimjacheoreom keudaereul ttara tanimyeo
keu namjaneun useumyeo ul-ko isseoyo

eolmana eolmana teo neo-reul
ireohke baraman bomyeo honja
i paramgateun sarang i keoji-gateun sarang
kyeso-khaeya ni-ga nareul sarang-ha-ge-nni
jo-geumman gakka-i wah cho-geumman
han bal ta-gakamyeon tu bal domangganeun
neol sarang-haneun nal chigeumdo yeope isseo
keu namjan umnida

keu namjaneun seongkyeo-gi soshimhamnida
keuraeseo unneun peobeul baewotomnida
chinhan chingue-gedo mothaneun yaegi-ka manheun
keu namjaye ma-eumeun sang-cheo tuseongi

keuraeseo keu namjaneun keudael
neol sarang-haet-daeyo ttokkata-seo
tto hana ga-teun pabo tto hana ga-teun pabo
han-beon nareuranaju-go kamyeon andwehyo
nan sarangbad-ko shipeo keu-daeyeo
mae-il so-geuroman kaseum so-geuroman
sorireul ji-reumyeo keu namjaneu-no-neuldo keu yeope it-deyo

keu namja-ga naraneun geonanayo
al-myeon-seo-do i-reo-neun geonanijyo
moreul-keoya keudaen pabonikka
eol-mana eol-mana teo neoreul

ireohke baraman bomyeo honja
i pabo-gateun sarang i geoji-gateun sarang
kyeso-khaeya ni-ga nareul sarang-ha-ge-nni
jo-geumman gakkayi wah jo-geumman
han bal da-gakamyeon du bal tomankkaneun
neol sarang-haneun nal chigeumdo yeope isseo
keu namjan umnida




P/S : Darling , i'm pratice singing this song and i almost get it . I will sing for you as you want me to do so . (:

Exhale

Fuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !

In the end i go pay the broadband bill because i can't stand it anymore . I miss my bloggie very much . Only 3 days i didn't online and update my bloggie . In that 3 days , there a lot bored-ness and problem and situation i been through which is tough enough for me but luckily i can go through it , now i feel so calm . Actually i overcome all of that by being patient all the time . Guess what , my patient has no limit anymore . And i happy for that because before that i hardly can be patient for a long term but now i can . So from this time no more argue or fight . Thank God (: Finally i back on track to update my bloggie . Oh , about my driving lesson by next week i perhaps will start learn to drive and yet i still don't how to use manual , i only know how to use auto . In February , i will sign in into Book Keeping Basic as part time at SIM . Duration only 5 month but classes start at tuesday and friday night . After i get my license , i will be driving on my own to SIM . Wow , that's cool enough !   Next , almost been one month i didn't go on date or hang out with lazy puppy but this is all because condition and i fine with it , i just being patient and waiting for him . Since i also being understanding about him from time to time . And thats the good thing . So stay tune reader , wait for another story from me .

Wish can one of these necklace .

This what we called love

Finally , i say finally everything turn out goody good like i wanted to .

I'm gonna give time and space for him , even we hard to meet i understand perfectly . Yeah , is just matter of time and place . I will get use with this new situation , i can pass through it , i'm strong enough to get through all kind of situation . People say patient got it own limit , i guess mine patient has no limit anymore and for me waiting and be patient is worth it . Even sometime feel hurt but i ease the hurt away and smile again , being cheerful like i always do . I'm okay with it , no worries at all . Everything can change but not my feeling toward him . I will stay the same and the feeling also will stay the same . I won't change my feeling no matter what coming or happening . I hope he also feel the same way like i do . Every word that spill out from my mouth is i say from my deepest heart and i really meant it . I never regret for anything i had done in between me and him . Oh no , i started to feel touched with my thinking and tears falling . This is how i look when i really love him , no doubt at all . Then those negative feeling started to come back , i know i should not let the feeling come back but it's try to control me to feel that way and make me feel on something that not to be . Indeed i'm hopeless and useless . And yet live really make love look hard but i try to make it easy from time to time . If he want to ignore me , i understand . I won't bother or disturb him . I love him , that's all i can say .

Headache =.="

And yet , i not yet create any of private journal and diary . I kinda change my mind toward about it . Better only use blogger instead of private journal .

Heading to old habits , write my thought in a private journal or diary by online . Since i can't trace back my old journal , i decide to create a new one but still in thinking . I will still blog at here since this is my very first blog , i will still update baby bloggie . No worries , my lovely reader (:

Yes , i'm OKAY .

Ugghhh ! I already try to be patient till now but remember every patient got its own limit . I didn't mean not to reply his text because i was fall asleep while waiting for his text since afternoon . I'm sorry for not reply his text but i didn't meant to . Once again , i'm really sorry for everything . I didn't say that is his fault , is nobody fault . Now , i kinda feel hurt and pain in my heart but is not because of him but is myself . That's my weakness inside of me . I feel like dying inside of me . I love him more than anything in the world and it would stay the same till eternity .

Survey

THREE NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU :


: Amanda
: Manda
: Bebe


THREE MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE :


: 5th October
: 26th June
: 26th August 


THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES :


: Eat Snack 
: Chat with Mei Ling
: Texting with Kiddo


THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY :


: Texting with Kiddo
: Calling with Kiddo
: Re-flash sweet moment 


THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE :


: DSLR 
: New Cellphone
: My present on 5th October


THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION :


: Paris
: Korea
: London

THREE FAVORITE DRINKS :

: Carrot Juice

: Tomato Juice

: Ice Tea

THREE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR BAG :

: Purse

: Lip Ice

: Kiddo Handkerchief 

THREE FAVORITE COLORS :

: White

: Black

: Grey

TOP THREE YOU LOVE SO MUCH :

: Family

: Friends 

: Adelson Teu

What Happen To Me Today ?

Today i feel kinda different than other day or as i usual be .
Today i extra working hard in do chores .
Today i didn't go out to town or leave my house for the whole day .
Today i do thing in house follow what family member said to do so .
Today i less eat main dishes , only at night . Most of the time eat instant noodle .
Today i extra patient that i use to be and that the good thing .
Today i surrender with my siblings in everything .
Today i not so fast hungry .
Today i didn't fed up at all ,  even i'm sound like fed up but actually not , which is also good .
Today i am the most quiet among my family .
Today i smile and un-smile a lot .
Today i stare at mirror a lot .
Today i do everything that can ease my bored feeling .
Today i don't what i feel .

Monday Night Out

That monday night , adel invite me go for a dinner at Promenade , Seven Cafe . At that moment me kinda nervous and shy . Well is my first time go out at night with him , then got his brother and two other girl . That's the picture of us . Actually nothing to talk about , only me and adel know what happen . Hee :D

CNY Shopping

Me already start shopping for Chinese New Year . This year i go for a bit different from last year , last year i just buy tees and pants . This year i only go for dress , i take Taylor Swift as my fashion icon . Yesterday i bought one black dress with outer at Dear . No need to mention how much it cost . Today i bought two more dress which one is red heart color and white color . All the dress i bought is reach upper my knee which what i looking for . I bought one black heel , heel that not so low or high , at Vincci . I almost test all the heel in the store . Now left want to buy one earing .

Today .

Today is the first day of school , but not for me . I see my brother and sister get ready to school , they just say to me , what so good no need go to school . I was like LOL . So i continue my sleep until 8 am then i wake up tidy up my bedroom and do all the housework . In the afternoon , i text kiddo then he reply me and asking me go out for lunch . The day start to rain , so i wait kiddo at sister school . 1:30am go lunch at taste two . On the way send me home , kiddo keep asking about tonight so arrive at house , kiddo ask mum about tonight dinner . Then mum ask to ask dad , so i text dad until dad call and the answer is yes . I prank kiddo with crying face . LMAO ! Tonight plan is join dinner with kiddo and his brother and their partner . What should i wear tonight ? I just go for simple , white polka dress , release hair and got surprise for kiddo . Haha xD . So fun play speechless and surprise with kiddo . One tonight sure i will be total quiet and kiddo sure will stare me non stop but no worry i try to stare back . Tonight sure i will GG because if his brother from Philippines talk with me , i need to speak in English . Even i know how to speak , but i will be nervous . Then kiddo say his brother got one simple question for me . Pray hard for it so can i speak well because i'm easily nervous . OMG !

Drive Class

Yesterday , is sunday which i need attend the drive class . I thought i didn't have friend at there . Then , suddenly i view someone profile say about the class , the profile owner is Hunny , so i direct IM her to make sure about it . So yay , i got friend for tomorrow . I arrived at I.M about 6.30 am . I wait for Hunny arrive . Soon , she already arrive , we talk and talk then suddenly got her friend and so do i . So when in the class i sat beside my friend . The class split into two session , the food for break is free . But i just ate curry puff . After start second session of class , i start to feel sleepy and bored , then i suddenly hit my head to the window but thank god nobody realize about it . LOL XD

Penelope the Bunny

Meet my sister bunny , Penelope . Even is my sister pet , but i'm the one always take care of it . Clean it , give it food and etc . but i won't mind at all , i'm animal lover . It's very naughty when realize it on the grass , it will keep jump and run here and there then it's just like to play hide and seek . That's all about it .

Hang Out with Jie ' Jie

Finally , i can hang out with my friend which be my friend since form 1 . Today , the weather is kinda hot 32c . I keep complain about the weather . LOL xD . Today we just went to Fajar , Sabindo Plaza and Eastern Plaza . I bought few things , and i kinda over use my budget . I bought purple nail colour , base coat nail and nail remover at Elianto . At Platform One , i bought sleeping eye patch and silver napkin . I already bought the case for Love Drugs at Sunflower , i like the case damn much , is cute . Sure adel will like it too . Your love drugs will be done in few days . Be patient .

It's 2011 Babe !

It's 12 o'clock . Fireworks is hitting the sky . Not going anywhere , just stay at home watch fireworks . The art of fireworks is just the same like i saw at Golf Club and Yatch Club . But still is fun to watch and in the mean time , neck in pain . In 2011 will be the more memories , more new friend , more new stuff and etc . Tomorrow will go out with Jie'Jie aka Azriel  my dearest friend but go to different school and i need to buy few things which is the case for the Love Drugs . Lastly , happy new year for alls and my readers . Hope you will have a awesome year . God Bless You . Chow :D

p/s : Don't forget to make a wish for your new year .