Feeling Apart

After our anniversary pass away and a few month pass away , our relatioship started to apart . Since my phone is gone . We less contact each other but i borrow phone to contact with mr.panda . Mr.panda willing to wait message or call from me . More day pass away , everything is change in mr.panda inner self  , he not the mr.panda i know anymore . Mr.panda has change a lot , he seldom reply my message and didn't no answer my call . Since that i knew something was went wrong , my thought is mr.panda got someone else other that me . Guess what ? My thought came out right , i just can't believe it . Then mr.panda message me that he want to break up and i ask what is the reason , he say my mom doesn't like him but i told him actually my mom love him but mr.panda didn't believe what i say . Other reason is mr.panda say , he want to study first and live alone not love but he was lying to me . Make me so disappoint . My HEART just starting to crashing apart , it is just a very big shock for me . I try to hold on tight my relationship with mr.panda but mr.panda say that his heart already change and don't have feeling to me anymore and ask me to not disturb him anymore . I knew mr.panda doesn't tell me the real reason . Only ALLAH and mr.panda know the real reason why mr.panda do all that to me . My HEART just keep crashing . No one can save me anymore . I try to tied a smile on my face and act nothing happen but it just keep falling down and down again . Mr.panda didn't realize that what he do just make me suffering . My mom take away my one and only TRUE LOVE and HAPPINESS . Mr.panda and my mom never think what i feel . Make me so rile . I knew all this got wisdom behind it . Wish i know what was the wisdom .