PROBLEM --- I got bad issue with my BF , he get mad when i did't contact him . I admit that was true and i'm sorry . It was accident , i got no pocket money for my hp credit , if i ask from my parents , they get mad with me . But i always get money from my grandma . hehe . Shhhhsssss ,don't tell anyone . hehehe . am i a good grand daughter or bad grand daughter ? till now , still not yet settle and my BF say relax then we will settle but when ? all he can say is relax , relax and relax . and now he did't want to on his hp anymore . what a shit ! i will settle it ASAP ! wish me luck .
THINK --- Now i need think what the best thing for me . Which ways will make me happy all the time ? i already found that way . When i'm with Son , i feel very happy and laugh all the time . No tears or sadness just happy hour . Just like old time with Mr.Panda but that was a history . I will thrown away my memories about Mr.Panda .
OPEN --- I need to learn open my heart again and accept new things like Son says to me . I will try my best . now i open my eyes and see the world and the world is just awesome . Finally , i get back some part of myself . My heart starting to heal back and i hope my heart will never fall down again for the second time .
p/s : Son , Thank Q for your advice for me . I really appreciate it and i will always remember it . By the way , i won't forget my promise to you .
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