Gonna Again

OMG ! I'm gonna miss my childhood friend , my bestie , my bf , son . Because tomorrow i go to my dad workplace again and sleep at there for a few day . Gonna bored again .. huhu =( ...That thing hunt my mind again , the same nightmare i get last night , i keep screaming and cry a lot because i scare of that thing and no one at that time to hug me and calm me down . I'm just a girl with a lost hope . Don't know la what people think about me . For me i'm a FREAK GIRL . I started to find new thing to fulfill my empty mind . My family , my bestie , my study , my bf and son already set in my mind . Son always cheer me up and make me laugh . He just like someone that i know long ago . Son attitude same as that someone . The way son talk to me , laugh , look at me is all same with that someone . But that someone already not exist in this world . So sad but now i got Son beside me all the time even we are far away but heart is near . Am i right ?