Screamo ! School holiday is around the corner , will i enjoy thee holiday ? I don't think so . I didn't have people to enjoy with or spend with . Maybe i just stay at home at hit the laptop and online and blogging , yeah i love blogging damn much . Now i more to blogging now then online at Facebook . Because in Facebook , no one chat with and people ignoring me . Yeah i know i invisible in everybody eyes . Maybe i will lose my friend one by one because i hurt someone feeling for what i said ' better i stay away from your life , because you love other girl and that will hurt me' Because of that he angry with me , he's the first boy i met who is so sensitive than me . I'm totally shock but i accept him as my best buddy . But don't know will he still be my buddy after i said like that but i already apologize to him and he forgive me but after he forgive me it seem that he regret for knowing me , don't want be friend with me , ignoring me . I'm so sorry =( I truly don't want to lose you , supermanjaboy !
This holiday i will go for a treatment about my health in my body . You know people have sickness must go for a medical check up . I know that my sickness is almost got and need not to eat medicine anymore . But just for safety to go for the doctor . No need wish me luck because there will be no one to support and wish me . What a pity girl am i . I hate this but is my idea . i guess ?
Will be anybody can change the way i feel about myself ? I don't think so . Everybody abandon me . Such a pity . Nevermind , maybe i am dying soon that's why people abandon and keep ignoring me .
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