Yes . The title is riding solo . Wanna know ? No more love in me , i mean love to a man or guy . Hard to find a guy that love me for me and truly understand me . All the time , i being fool by guy but should i be thankful ? I patient enough for being fool by guy . I can't stand it anymore . Why some of guy think girl like a doll that they can play with . I just don't get it . For what they do that ? Such a bullshit . Arrgghh . . I'm tired of this kind of drama , just end it . I can't suffer anymore , i hurt enough , i stress enough . Stop it . Finally , i am solo again . There is no guy left for me , i guess . Maybe i just need to accept with open heart that the fact there is no right guy for me . My BFF already found their right man . Congrats for them , happy for you guys . From now on , i will not going to studio anymore , i'm sorry , PLUR . If i feel i wanted go to studio , i will call . I am just damn lonely right now or forever . All i do is pretend to smile and being cheerful . Yay right cheerful at outside of me but not inside of me . How could my life be so miserable ? I can't believe it . Is everything will be ok ? I don't think so . I didn't need people pity toward me because i never ask for any person sympathy . Never ! I can't find my love . I already lost hope . Just wishing toward the star is my hobby when i am sad . Who gonna cheer me up ? No one . Who gonna love me for me ? No one . I realize that i am all alone from now on . Maybe already my faith to be like this . I just need to accept it .
p/s - Totally sad and lonely =(
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