Fallen

Today is kind of cold and moody . He being emo and me being worry maybe because of last nite , i know i should not don't that to him . Is true last night i kind of pissed off . Last night , i'm not in the mood and kind of angry and he worry and shed tears . I'm sorry baby because make you shed tears and now you being emo and quiet not like always . No need to know why i angry last night , only me and him know about it . I'm so stupid because angry on thing that should not be angry . Yes , i'm idiot . I admit it . I regret because
mad at him and now i don't know how to cheer him up , make him smile , make him laugh again like he always do . I can't think at all . My tears falling to my cheek , my face become pale and my body become weak . I won't get some rest until he happy again . I'm just gonna wait him to text me . Today at school , i sleep a lot because teacher didn't care much and most of us just sleep . Nothing extraordinary at school , no high-ing like always do . Oh dear , i'm crying ='(  When school bell rings , like always my mom already wait for me at outside of school but today didn't saw him . Kind feeling sad . Arrived at home , i direct text him but his text totally cold and no mood , i can feel that even he said that he fine .What happen between us ? I keep thinking and i know that is all my fault . Now feeling guilty and useless





P.S , Adelson Teu , i'm sorry about last night . I know i should not being angry . I know what ask me to do is for my own good . I totally regret with what had i done . I wish i can turn back time and prevent myself being angry but now already too late . I feel like i'm losing you . I hope you will cheer up like always . I'm sorry ='(