Hear me

As i know , is nobody fault why i become like this and become like that .

Today i become not in the mood because just now exam paper was damn tough and confuse some more . That's why , but someone misunderstanding . I also feel that you are feeling down or blue . I will give you time and space to calm down your feeling and mind . I understand what you feeling . You already be the good and the best for me . Once again is not your fault .

What i'm feeling right now is sad , unhappy , lonely , alone , empty and most of all i cry a lot this day . Finally , i get flu and fever . But i won't eat medicine to get better because day after day sure will be better , i hope so . People say if we cry will make us feel better but i didn't feel better at all . When i needed someone , there's no someone to comfort me and no need to talk about when i need someone the most because the result also the same . I can't sleep at all because my mind keep thinking non stop . I stay awake until in the morning because my sickness strike again and i feel like i'm dying and gasping for air . Poor me . I can't smile or laugh like i always do , i hate what i'm feeling right now but sadly i don't where should i start to change the emo feeling . I'm not good enough in finding friend . I don't know what to do to change all of that . I didn't eat well or drink well . It seem like i'm torture myself , i'm stupid . No need to find me because i'm a trouble and mood spoiler and i also know that no one will find me .I already accept all kind of condition around me and try to get use to it . I'm totally hopeless and friend-less . All i know to do is lock myself in my room . No need to worry about me .

Mood : sad :(