Actually i don't know wanna blog about what . I keep thinking but didn't get through want to blog what .
After the biggie exam , i get the freedom that i want but feel alone and lonely and easy to get bored . Friend keep plan go here and there but didn't work it out at all . My friend from other school also ask me to plan , but i also where to go and have fun . My mind is mess up . This lately just go to dad workplace which being force to go there , at there is damn bored because hard to find signal in the mean time got internet which is IP Star . Faster than my berukband . But i still feel bored at there . I want to hang out but don't know to where and with who . I got friend but sometime they got event or anything else . If hang out with adel , need to wait for the right time . But nevermind , i already thankful enough because can hang out . I don't mind sit at home , do housework , do nothing or read the book . I kinda get use to the situation . I feel get use being alone and lonely but nothing to worry . I'm still me , the same old me . I'm a loner again . Is nobody fault i be like this . I'm just missing adel very much . That's all . Miss him until fall sick , but i will get well soon . I will wait him patiently , is worth to wait by the way . I love him so much more ! Don't know how to describe my feeling into word . There's nothing else i can say . OUT .
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