Flying Thoughts

I'm gonna give time and space for him , even we hard to meet i understand perfectly . Yeah , is just matter of time and place . I will get use with this new situation , i can pass through it , i'm strong enough to get through all kind of situation . People say patient got it own limit , i guess mine patient has no limit anymore and for me waiting and be patient is worth it . Even sometime feel hurt but i ease the hurt away and smile again , being cheerful like i always do . I'm okay with it , no worries at all . Everything can change but not my feeling toward him . I will stay the same and the feeling also will stay the same . I won't change my feeling no matter what coming or happening . I hope he also feel the same way like i do . Every word that spill out from my mouth is i say from my deepest heart and i really meant it . I never regret for anything i had done in between me and him . Oh no , i started to feel touched with my thinking and tears falling . This is how i look when i really love him , no doubt at all . Then those negative feeling started to come back , i know i should not let the feeling come back but it's try to control me to feel that way and make me feel on something that not to be . Indeed i'm hopeless and useless . And yet live really make love look hard but i try to make it easy from time to time . If he want to ignore me , i understand . I won't bother or disturb him . I love him , that's all i can say .