Feel Heart

I barely to explain what i feel in my heart , my impression may not show on my outer self but deeply inside my heart i feel don't , see i hardly can't tell what i feel and actually i also what i feeling right now . My mind just full of thoughts which is about me and kiddo , there's happy thoughts and negative thoughts but i overcome my negative by being think of the bright side . Nowadays , almost every night i didn't sleep at all just because thinking of kiddo and kiddo is still sick and suffer . That's why , i worry about him , everything about him . I just wish that he will get well as soon as possible because i don't want see him suffer . When at night i didn't sleep or hardly can sleep , all i do is listen to sad song and cry non stop . Kiddo , i'm sorry for being like this , i just can't hold on my tears . I'm really sorry for everything . Everyday i wait for you patiently , i never get tired of waiting . Kiddo be strong and fight the illness . I know you can do it . I love you !