Indeed myself is down , my book keeping homework haven't do yet because got some of question i kinda not understand and need to ask teacher again so i only do one question . I find that book keeping is getting hard and hard and if come to exam , i don't know can i pass it or not . Now , about my driving lesson i already attend four hours so left four hours and yet i haven't learn parking and mountain . Sometime i'm still panic , i hope i can get my car license ASAP . By the way , kiddo already get healthy and he already get his result and now he busy with his stuff . I won't mind if he busy with important things because i understand . While he busy , i only talk to baby blog what i feel and i do . Tonight got class , i hope teacher won't get mad because i didn't do two question that teacher ask . This lately , i feel awkward with my condition , every morning head become super heavy and just like being hit . Oh , what the heck , i'm doing fine , nothing to worry about . Every night , i look up and see sky and star to calm myself down and try to ease away the lonely feeling . I wish i can cry out my heart but i just can't . I smile and laugh because i don't want feel sad . I been keep thinking a lot , i almost think of everything . I kinda feel frustrated and don't know why . I'm losing my mind and i'm killing my mind .
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