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Today , or perhaps this lately surrounding or anything in my life suddenly at up and suddenly at down . Kiddo say that i'm do a lot of thinking or think too much this lately . Sometime , i want to control my mind not to think too much but hard because my feeling drive along and want to think too much . Just because of it , i accidentally add pressure in my heart and mind until i can't hold on until i express my deep feeling by crying . I wanted to express my feeling to kiddo but don't know how , and if i express to family , i won't do that at all i just can't tell . So i choose to keep for myself and it may seem hard but i still keep . I'm still strong to keep the feeling in my heart even sometime it hurt , i try to hold on . I put hansaplast on my heart area , i know is kind of funny to hear this but i really did it . Sometime when kiddo joke with me , i slowly cheer up silently . Even his joke make me sensitive , i try to not keep in heart but sometime i can't . But i will change that , i try not too be sensitive with his joke . He indeed like to joke , but i still like it . Dear , i'm sorry about just now , when you not yet PM me , i haven't finish fill in the form and after you PM me , i still filling not that i won't inform you if i had done filling the form . I inform everything to you , if about fall asleep is accidentally and not my want . I hope you understand , i will also understand you .. I promise .