What to do and what to say ?

Outta my mind . I only pray at here and hoping everything will turn out right between us . Already been 2 days we didn't contact . Perhaps he prefer ignoring me . I didn't think too much . I didn't ignore , I got text him yesterday but he didn't reply me . I try to be patient like I always do . What I hate is when night come and time to sleep , heart start to beat more faster and the effect make chest pain . I'm depressed , that's why . I got try to calm down , indeed calm down but only awhile then here it happen again and again . I do eat , drink , sleep like I always do . I share my feeling and thought at blog . Everytime express , I start to cry and cry . Yes , i'm a cry baby . Nobody care right ? Maybe he don't need me , love me and care me anymore . This too hard for me . I can't get alive with this feeling . Yes , outside is still alive but not inside .

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