Too many word , thought and feeling that can't be speak out and describe out . Mind that should be calm down , suddenly surround by unwanted thought same go with the feeling . You never know , actually nobody will know . These people seem happy or cheerful at outside but the truth inside only God know how it feel . Tears ? Only let it out when the right time arrive . I thought is easy to pass all this , but actually not really for me but i'm still trying to get out of this nightmare . But i still manage to create myself back , one part of me only be back again which is the gamer side , the others part still searching and creating back . It eat a lot of time to make it back to pieces again . Now i learn new lesson about life which may help me to get out of this nightmare . Love ? Only love of God , family and friends . The truth of me , only God and myself know about it . Last night , he say he already make decision to change our name like last year , you know how heavy is my heart to hear it and to go and change it . Only God , how pain when i change the name . Left blog , i haven't change but i won't change a bit about the blog . Let the memories be in blog .
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